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oh but how sweet the mornings glow, with the glistening
pinks that carress the ridges leading to the east, our hearts meld with the colors as they divide the substances that reveal
our souls, never felt before are the ecstacies that have embellished our bodies and minds, delivered from these times
are the miracles ment to be adored by each of us, the true sublimity of our essence waves endlessly in the whispering breezes
across the plains of paradise, we are the beauty of tomorrow as we are the youth of today, never forget the touches
we have shared, I never will, remember me love, I will you. I love you forever, Signed Just Me
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In our arogance we forget the poverty that surrounds us. We
embellish ourselves in adornments,while filth and squallor putrify in our nostrils, Yet still we emanate a cascade of beauty. These
perversities that enshroud even those we would call our leaders,also use these same perversities upon the assets,hypotcritically. They
use the perversities to maintain control and remain in power. The conclusion that even the most retarded have,or must have
the same opportnities as those of the most seemingly educated mind is redundant. For does not each mind being feeble,or
genius still hold within it the same etmbellishments and adornments,the same putrifications as those others. The difference
being that brought on by the class system of a society so casted by haves and have nots,that the truth is only able to be
classified as being a false system clouded by degradation,and hieracy. Blessed be the impoverished for they are the true
ones that society can not truely catagorize,for they know there is no longer anything that can be taken from them by a situation
completely unattendable by themselves. In deep darkness the dance is beautiful, the abyss seems invitingly
kind, twirling and circling are steps of the dutiful, dancing in darkness divine, above are the others
of attitude, attempting they tread wearily,the tranquil seas of black, no longer on a plane of longitude,latitude, unseen
faces do not ever turn back, forward,onward,un-caring in look, with countenances evil and vile, neither
fortune,nor love,is with any took, sinking into the abyss all the while, still being taken into blackness,it
seems a new height, ahead lies demons,and the blackest dark, to the bottom of the abyss,where dancers of the night, are
stepping lively to the devils hot spark. jsblazer1/18/2007 _______________________________________________
strolling in the blue moonlit nights, Oh how these did
accentuate your eyes, gleeming over head,the twinkling stars, through the blue moonlit nights I cry, plagued
by untimely apparitions, ghosts of times seemingly long past, though in truth of time,it was just yesterday, when
into the abyss my spirit was cast, emotional feelings feed still upon me, still each night I exist without
you, are you yet watching over this broken man you see, alone now in a life cold and blue, memories haunt
these bluemoon lit nights, into my mind they creep without a sound, taunting me with thoughts of loves demise, void
of caring,demolished in heart is how I will be found. jsblazer1/18/2007
you stand stranded,out on a limb, your
mind is about to crack, you continue to search for any way, to make time turn back, looking now,at times that had
past, knowing now,things that were done, pushing you out on the limb, seeing now,you were the one, tricks played
to manipulate, tricks played on your mind, tricks to make you believe, fault falls at your side, yet now you see
past it, you realize it was not you at all, but the tricks of others being carried out, tricks to make you fall, thoughts
now come slowly, thoughts have become blurred,thoughts undefined, not yet sure of their purpose, unsure if you should
follow the line, for who now tells the truth, who tells you the lies, who can one believe now, since loved ones
made you cry. jsblazer1/7/2007
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guided hand, one stretched out far, with the attempt to grasp, that far away star, with faith-ladden heart, trembling
with desire, giving ones all to another, expressions of ones fire, with dreams shown of needs, those that yearn
to be filled, dreams of true love, ones spirit shown thrilled, as stretching for that dream, keeps one reaching
afar, so to grasp with true heart, the miracle that awaits on the far away star. jsblazer1/6/2007
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those soft velvet hands,holding onto love tight, those
pleasant carresses,none being denied, the memories,they flow,the ones that we share, deep within hearts yearn,a love
beyond compare, as my dreams come true,so do some dreams depart, those dreams of you,were from deep within heart, these
hands,that once held your heart,feel now it is lost, these lonely nights turn cold,t'is my heart pays the cost, overhead
shooting stars,down our lane I still walk, near that small nameless brook,the one that giggled and talked, we would
stop for a kiss,on the bridge holding hands, soft as velvet was your touch,here alone I now stand, though still the
stars above,cover the skies, the shooting ones we see,fill the eyes, though each star burns out,losing the light, they
are unlike my tears,forever clouding my sight. jsblazer dec 1,2006
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remarkable in her beauty, unmatched in her wit, my
honor,may it find purity, our love,may it never quit, unblemished is her tenacity, yet non-wavering is her care, perfection
in her voracity, still her loving heart she does share, ever conquering in her endeavors, my heart she has overcome, owning
me from the first rising moon, until the final setting of the yellow sun. jsblazer11/17/2006
may your hands never tremble, nor your heart know any fears, until time and hope call for your
talent, may you shed only smiling tears, may the joys be forever beside you, may they be always of brightened spirit, hopes
be they glow with all that is true, with the whispers in your ear,can you hear it, may all the starlit nights enlighten
your path, might the moon always show you true signs, would the heavens above be always in your soul, may all you
promise be of Grande design, may the words you share,always promote serenity, in hopes they give comfort to all, may
all your life,be of your dreams coming true, as your doings be for those,who upon you may call. jsblazer 11/16/2006
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listening to the raindrops,talking to the trees, before
falling to the earth,drinks for the leaves, hearing each drip,each is a kiss from the clouds, the rains speak to everything,with
expressions both loving and loud, listening to whispers,as they float past on the breeze, persuing the elusive dreams,that
are spoken of in these, take no other paths,wander not from the whispered ones way, the wonderful dreams persued,will
become reality some day, listening to the crashing waves,of the all mighty sea, endlessly they speak in echoes,to the
shores and to the beach, they pound like a beating heart,each wave ebbs also flows, the nurturing of life,waves of beauty,loves
enchantment is bestowed, listening to all nature,all are surrounding,they offer all their choices, from mountains to
valleys to oceans,can you hear their voices, they pass through so many deft ears,shamefully,time after time, if they
would but just listen,perhaps the voice of happiness they would find. jsblazernov,3,2006
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Wave after wave,the pounding surf roars, Like a drum
in my ears and head, There is only so much truth,the mind can endure, Before the lies sound better instead, With
only one reason,only one purpose matters, That is to ease the pain that has enveloped this mind, Instead the pounding
continues,the surf on the rocks, Knowing the truth,I would rather be blind, The passion,the love,the vows
of devotion, All these emotions come crashing down,inside, While wave after wave the pounding surf roars, Yet unlike
the ocean waves,a mans feelings have died. jsblazerOct19/2006 _______________________________________________
Should you have a dream in your heart, I would surely
have two, With such a dream within your heart, Our love could surely come through, With so many laughs
in my life, From being so close to you, No worries would I have,of being cut by loves knife, These prayers of ours
would surely come true, If I had six arms to hold you with, Each one would be tight around you, From the
angels above,I have been sent this gift, From the skies of azure blue, On those nights,when I am alone, In
my dreams,come the things we would do, While awaiting for you to come home, I ask for your love,to remember me too. If
I had two hearts,beating deep inside me, They would both beat with passions strong, Everything about our love I see, Will
last for all eternity long. jsblazer10/18/2006 _______________________________________________
Out there lies,every dream, Imaginations show us each
wishful door, As we pick and choose,our lives schemes, We hope for a view,from the top floor, So many hearts,so
many breaks, Too many are left,and shattered, So many lies,so many fakes, Too many loves,lost and scattered, Out
there lies,so many dreams, So why are so many left so torn, Predators lurk,they make hearts scream, Left behind,are
lives broken and worn, Too many times,pains waters are rippled, Like a serpent on the slither, So many
times,are loves crippled, Left behind,to die and wither, Out there lies every dream, Some are fullfilled,in
some hearts eyes, They have their view,from the top floor,it seems, While behind closed doors,we hear their heartache
cries. jsblazerOct14,2006
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I felt the breeze stop by today, Looking to calm the
storm, Then I heard your whispered words, As a lover you meant no harm, Since that time,the clouds have
cleared away, In my eyes stars now shine bright, While the flowing breeze talked a song, The melody sang soft and
light, Each moment after our crescendo exploded, You,with so much heart to give, Those winds of song,filling
loves sails, The ships of heart,given purpose to live, We each have songs blowing deep within, You can
hear them with a listening ear, Each melody is caught in sails of the heart, The breeze whispered words sang so clear. jsblazerOct,11,2006
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The wings of the angels cast no shadows, Even though
the brightness of their halos is near blinding, Their silken robes of white,flowing in the breeze, Bringing forth spirits
once again for re-binding, Such are the ages of times passing, Where they search for souls remaining behind, Unable
were they to follow the angels, Not the path of paradise could they find, Suddenly though now comes the calling, Voices
releasing those would be,devils hands, Resurrection comes after being found,his truth, In the full happiness of his
heart they do now stand, Who be it,none but God,that calls today, The true salvation of the soul it does seem, It
will be she who wipes away the tears of saddness, Bringing the hope of redemption,to lovers dreams. jsblazerOct/9/2006 _______________________________________________
Remembering the first time crossing the stream, The
water was cool as it passed over my skin, That was the time that awakened my dreams, As I remember I was only ten, On
the second time I was but twenty, Life seemed lonely,as if it had passed and slipped on by, Unknowing life had but just
started,there was yet plenty, As a young man I learned to try, On my thirtieth year,before me stood a river, As I
forded the currents,a smile crossed my face, Life had been grande,with wife and child delivered, Happiness and love
for all I did embrace, There on a gloomy October morning, Between me and life,stood a great lake, My fortieth year
in life was deploring, While from me,my beloved it did take, Here as I now approach fifty, There seems an ocean before
my heart, I feel my life is again passing me swiftly, Yet with each dawn breaking,I consider my life to just start, What
will come to me further in time, I know not,the future I can not see, I ask for all happiness sublime, With no more
oceans between you and me. jsblazeOctober5th/2006 _______________________________________________
The orchard blossoms have come and gone, In their place
has grown fruits on the limb, Cherries so sweet,apples,bright red, Prettier than diamond or gem, On the stalks of
the growing garden, Espied are ears of golden corn, On the tangled vines are ripening tomatoes, Many sauces from
which will be born, Laying in the dirt seemingly endless, There are cucumbers looking quite fickle, Soon to be picked,and
set in to brine, The beginnings of tomorrows pickles, In the sky of the night of October, Looming bright and full
is the harvest moon, The chill of the evenings are being noted, Coming will be the Halloween,pretty soon, Autumn
is surely upon us now, Leaves of the trees,turning colors to all, The rains and snows will be coming soon, Winter
will abruptly be making its call, Once more the passing,is this season of plenty, Brings to tables the works of all, Survival
is assured again for the many, As does happen each season,we named as Fall. jsblazer/Oct/12/2006
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Drippin moonlight moves through the trees, casting
a smile on you, the glow you immanate in the pale blue luster, builds a warmth in my heart so true, Carressing
fingers reach out for those times, the ones of the memories past, while still the shadows of the pale blue moon, down
upon us are cast, The lips of softness that I touch with mine own, are sweet and are all so hot, these
are the lips of the memories lost, those ones I've nearly forgot. jsb 09/30/2006
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Who is it that writes these words I pen, could I
but see them in a mirror, then I would see the darkness inside, and maybe see myself clearer, Who is this
that cries these tears of pain, could I but console him for just a minute, bring him in from the heartaches rain, near
the heat of the hearts fire that is in it, Could you be that one touch of tomorrow, the touch that brings
bright the sun, where I would see the true side of me, and know who was the person,inside the one. jsbŠ09/30/2006
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The castle walls are tall and grey, cold are they
to the touch, So are the hearts that fade away, ones that we loved so much, Dark are the passages that
one must travel, damp are the days and nights, Endless are the pains of tomorrow, when dawn breaks in grey lights, Nothing
is there,left to be living, nothing there to be solid and firm, No more heart is there to be giving, the soul from
now on,in a hell will burn, Endless is that which becomes the torrment, that eternal search for the truth, To
be alone has become permament, as it was when in my youth, No more castles are there to conquere, no more
kingdoms are there to be over thrown, My heart has become one that will depart, when the seeds of destruction have been
sown, jsbŠ09/30/2006
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Yearning is the heart that chases another, Passion
with desire is the fuel on which the heart feeds, In each beat of the heart,lives a dream that is sought, However elusive,hope
of the heart is to succeed, To be ruled by the powerful claw of the lion, Knowledge and strength are the tools
that rule, Still though they are governed by hearts passions, Knowledge and strength sometimes are in the hands of the
fool, Paths of light and beauty await each of the born, When it is led with a strong guiding hand, Under
the trust of the mighty lions claw, We become embraced,as united we stand, Never again will the false hearted
be overbearing, The sheep of the flock led by ignorant pride, Under the claw of trust,truth and honor, All who follow
will obediently abide. jsblazer/9/30/2006
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The dream once lived,by the tearful youth, As a
victim,was this young man grown, Age has brought the sweetness of truth, At manhood was the lad shown, There in the
heart,a seed will sprout, In his muscles,strength will grow, Building in his heart,will be no doubt, As the passions
of love begin to flow, Delivered then,will be true life, As the union of the two become one, No more will disgust,cut
like a knife, On the horizon breaks a new dawn, Facing the hardships men will unleash, The man will stand steadfast
and sure, His faith and strength deplete,not in the least, The courage of the man will endure, In the coming times,should
demons strike, Dazed,not understanding this induced pain, Running rampant in the man,is uncontrollable rage, Trapped
inside,insanity does reign, Though comes now the gentle touch, That is one of caring,on the kiss of her, From the
lush lips,and feeling body soft, The mans ailments will find a loving cure. jsblazer/9/30/2006
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Find the time to be alone again, Find that place
just to be, for me, In that wild area you were born again, Where the river meets the sea, Where the bark
of the seal-lions pierce the night, They awaken you from your sleep, Where the moon dips into the ocean, You often
wonder really,just how deep, jsblazerOct4/2006
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There danger lurks, It being all around, To see
the sight, To hear the sound, There yet still stands, Filled with lifes desire, The beautiful flower
of field, That is surrounded by fire, Not a petal is blistered, Nor a leaf is burned, The flower of
field continues, In a life that is yearned, Though the flames do reach out, The flower of field is so sure, Love
will not burn with doubt, The flower strives to endure. jsblazer9/18/2006
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You opened the door,that opened my life, That was
the moment you opened my heart, You brought back the sun,that brought forth the light, With you came the end of all
dark, My dark silence had been broken with your music and song, Taking my hand you led me towards the floor, We
held each other near,dancing all night long, In the morning we could dance no more, The soft loving we shared,under
the light of full moon, For each of us were dreams coming true, The moment you sang to me,that sweet lovers tune, Close
to me could be no other than you, Blessed be the day,you came and made me see, That from each other we will
never depart, The day you opened the door,so our love could be, In the grace of all,we will see smiles start, We
are here together,sharing a beautiful life, Each rising sun brings to an end,all dark, We send to one another each day,smiles
gleeming bright, Both happy in love with our open hearts. jsblazer/9/15/2006
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Step inside the sight of another, Take a look at
the you,others see, Realize that changes may well be done, Seek the path that is a journey of harmony, Use talk to
unlock the vault of a mind, Listen intently to others uttered words expelled, Voice with a thought,offer an opinion
defined, Hear the responses that others do tell, Weigh each word,as it flows to the next, Grasp each joining word,use
them so you can steer, A single word alone is but a section of text, Words together light a pathway,where ideas become
clear, With shared ideas,many paths are bound together, The direction that is chosen,may be short or long, When united
with purpose,as brother with brother, Solidarity becomes a union of the strong, Seeing yourself from anothers view, Does
this bring a feeling of trust on which you may rely, Or does the sight bring a feeling of distaste, Thus you turn your
back and let yourself walk on by. jsblazer/9/14/2006
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Ode To LilSpitFir with a look of beauty surrounding, a
smile of sweetness,sure, this lil darling of elegance, has a passion and grace so pure, pretty beyond any
other, her face her touch so kind, a heart full of pure wonder, a love I would love to find, none other
could replace her, she has the miracle of being so free, there could be none other above her, none other could there
be for me, the spark,the fire,the miracle that moment of time and truth, realizing love has her heart, you
again feel the youth, the look that is seen in the eyes, the shiver as you touch tender cheek, those reflections
mirrored in fountains, not to yourself do you speak, no more having a punished heart, vanquished is the
touch,that of hate, finding finally the flowers of forever, between two comes true love,forevers known fate, together
are the two images, holding each other in the fountain you see, where there has been magic come true, the magic between
thou and thee. jsblazer/9/19/2006 _______________________________________________
At first look,it appeared to be impossible, Until
my ears heard that disturbing blast, Rememebering that September morning of disruption, Seeing the destruction that
had been cast, With the truth realized,as I stood amazed, There then came another blastings rumble, Looking
to the skies in terror,there came another plane, Towards the towers it did tumble, From the place I stood,I
had quite a view, Through the smoke that bellowed up I spied, The gaping hole the first plane left in the tower, Realizing
already so many must have died, My thoughts in those first tragic moments are a blurr, Filled with such disbelief
to what had just transpired, As the second plane crashed into the tower I was sure, This destructive attack was of a
nature conspired, Time then seemed to stand completely still, When through the haze a sight caught my eyes, In
less than a minute,one hundred and ten stories of tower two, Turned to dust as it fell from the skies, That
part of the city disappeared from my sight, As it became enshrouded in dust and smoke, The destruction extreeme happened
so fast, With tons of debris falling,causing people to choke, Standing in safety,but unable to move, There
came yet another unbelievable sight, The remaining tower toppled,as did its twin, Crumbling to dust and rubble from
destructions might, This tragic saga was not yet over, The evil had not yet acquired its gruesome goal, It
would be many weeks of seaching deep, Before there is a total number of death's toll, Then came news,there
was more heard, Of another crash,yes another plane, At the pentagon building,more destruction occured, These attacks
on the United States,had been aimed, Many more lives are also sadly taken, Innocent people used,placed in
harms way, Remembering the passengers of the planes used as bombs, Innocent blood shed on this darkened day, That
was not enough,a new message is sent, One more story part is yet to be told, About the bravery of passengers that went
down,killing all, In a Pennsylvanian field,this one did explode, That time has past,five years have gone by, This
country has traveled a long,hard road, We as a people now stand stronger,we never say die, Seeking Justice,we have shouldered
a heavy load, This memorable day has changed the world, With open eyes we see a foe of immense threat, If
we must travel the globe with flag unfurreled, To bring to Justice the evil,with no regret, In closing this
page on 9/11,of that year, I send prayers to those doing battle for me, Those losses of our countrymen,for them I shed
tears, While I praise all who defend Liberty. jmsbd Sept/5/2006
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Their paths in life began at birth, Before each
stood a mountain high, As does every soul in truth, They did begin to climb, Their paths have crossed many
others, Yet these two had not met when young, It was later,after being schooled in life, That together their paths
had come, Leary of each other,on this path, Remaining out of harms reach, Not in the world being husband
and wife, To each other be it love they teach, Gazing into eyes of brown hue, A soothing path is shown
to see, With a wish and hope,a prayer come true, These paths,two now shared,would be, Thus these paths
up the mountain steep, Become one,on each other they now can lean, At paths end,begins eternal sleep, Where they
will share heavens paths of eternal dreams. jsblazer/9/9/2006
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To the beauty of finding in each other the wonderful
miracle, Lovers feel blessed,and immortalized, This,their story of filled hearts undistressed, Without end,nor need
to be compromised, Merging,melting,as soul mates,their love blooms, These two,as one,ride upon silver-lined
cloud, Listen to the music their heart beats play, To each other softly the musical notes sound, Remaining
within each are hearts sincere, Be they together or far apart, Two lovers embracing,they are always near, Eternally
true to heart. jsblazer/9/1/2006
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As times of life become shortened, There grows a
feeling inside,the uncaring of all, A heart knows that none from anywhere will come, No one will lay a net to catch
the ones who fall, The final decision made,the next move calculated, Searching for the just how,or when,is
still unknown, Until finding that opportune time to relinquish the pain, The means of how,then will be shown, By
others,the end can only be observed, They then forget as fast as a passing day, Loves coming and going like a song on
the winds, Hearts like dust being swept away, Despair clouds the deepened feelings inside, All to soon
known,as the truth is realized, That from the thread of fate one cannot hide, Away from lifes hell the released soul
now flies. JsBlazer 8/31/2006
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On a walk down the path of sadness, Sights seen
by many eyes, Uncloaked is life turned to madness, Struggling under stormy skies, Continuous are the bolts
of lightening, Seemingly un-ending explodes the thunder loud, Destuction everywhere,all around is frightening, Deaths
toll grows to an oversized crowd, Unseen faces,those of the many innocent, The storm cares not who,or what
lies in its path, Unyielding is the pain and torrment, In full fury the storm continues its wrath, Storms
have no measure of time, Growing wildly,driving minds insane, Much healing is needed,there grows medical lines, After
a storms passing has poured down with rain, Prayers are raised to heaven with hope to drive away, The storm
and its rage and fury, Time and again the storms return,day after day, So much power,though not in any hurry, The
storms continue on quite relentless, Screams heard howl with a banshees shrill, The death and destruction mount in earnest, As
the storms of War march onward still. jsblazer8/28/2006
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A single moonbeam penetrates the darkened night, With
a silent voice thats shines bright on the door, A reminder of the moment that extinguished loves light, Rending apart
a heart to the core, These deep reflections of times past being spoken, They tell of a bright moonbeam growing
ever more dim, Of promises and vows made,many now lay broken, Upon weakened soul the darkness now descends, Desperate
from loneliness allows no pretending, Loves moonbeam is gone,the light of it is scattered, Destined from the beginning,there
comes this ending, Deep within beats a heart which is shattered, No more hope lingers in this now empty void, Darkness
envelopes this threshold and door, Every facet of the dreams have been destroyed, Destiny portrays to love noone evermore. jsblazer8/28/2006
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Vines of Ivy continue reaching, Stretching outward
as if searching,they do, A reminder of our younger times, Before there was us,it was me and you, We explored
each nooke and cranny, Finding ourselves,before finding each other, Though we each could feel someone there for us, Awaiting
for love to blossom within one another, Surely that magic glow soon enlightened us both, We laid our roots
as our passions grew within, Neither did see the future coming,that tomorrow, As each day brought us closer to the end, Departed
now we are,from one another, Living apart,we are in separate worlds alone, Yearning again for the days,when the young
Ivy was reaching, Searching once more,to make a happy home. jsblazerOct/4/2006
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So cold turns the broken heart. Rigid and stiff
grow these muscles that all so short a time ago flowed with the vitality enhanced by thine beauty. You and I both having
been violated by deceit and lies. This two edged dagger that has severed not only the connecting strings of our souls,but
has disemboweled the very essence of the trust between us. Our confidence shook apart to a tumbled ruin of decaying emotions. Destroyed
are the hopes that,so once fullfilled by the supreme and unwavering emulation of love that had been focused upon me by you. That
being reciprocated back to you from my soul. Being taken in with the vows that neither of us would ever burden the other
with hardship,nor fill the others heart with grief or remorse. Who so ever found the substance to wedge between us and
our love,must be a darkened evil being. An entity that was a master of spiritual destruction. A being with deep rooted
passions to dismember the core of a relationship,while feeding on the downfall of its victims. Beit vengence or some evil,whatever
vial motivation drives this being fhis spawn of slime from the deepest pits of hell. A ghoul released upon love,to bring
about that which is the essence of its duty,to destroy the bonds of loves beauty between man and woman. Dropping now into
the abyss that is opened for the cold hearted left behind,is us. The darkened spirit which performed our utter destuction
moves on. Seeking out the next of victims to deform and ravage upon,an insatiable feeding frenzy upon unsuspecting love. The
frenzy of damnation. jsblazer8/16/2006 _______________________________________________
Once again the dream descends down upon my being. Bursting
forth is a skyrocketing dazzle of brilliance as joy explodes within me. As the beauty of you fills my sight,elation within
overwhelms the emotions for you,and I smile. Approaching me and taking my hand,our journey of unselfish love takes flight. The
setting sun gives way to the rising moon,stars glisten all endlessly, The smile that mesmerized me only accentuates the
wonderful curves of your body that I adore. None other is there with such beauty. No shadow will ever dim the illumination
that you have brought my heart. This path I walk with you into eternity,forever yours. I love you always. jsblazer/8/22/2006
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to find me deep inside you,,to feel me as i
plunge within,,only to pull back and plunge in again you want me to stroke and poke,jerk and work,,till a wet spot is made
and you can swim in it with a smile when we are done and cuddled within each others arms,,the dreams of magic playing inside
our minds,,as the moments pass once again feeling the need to again become joined,to feel that pleasure again ,,over and over,,each
time more enjoyable than the last
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there are but a few moments of time,that do go
by, that I do not have a trickling thought of you, the numerous near misses of our paths crossing, I accredit to
the lives we pursue, yet the pleasure of knowing,that today might bring favor, to these eyes that have been
seemingly blinded, though still awake in my soul is the believers hope, that our burdens will soon be unbinded, with
a prayer upon softened lips,led by a guiding hand, one that can return these two again to their pleasures, where the
comfort of knowing each is well and strong, will bring a sigh of relief that is treasured. jsblazer8/17/2006 _______________________________________________ Just a little Faith,will carry a man far, if inside he can feel,the beating
of a heart, asking each day of Faith,to carry him on through, if again he is unsighted,with the beauty of
you, there will be moments ahead,that will be shared I feel assured, because within this manswill Faith,strength
and patience endure, the moments will approache soon,when again smiles will transpire, when my Faith blesses
me once more,and fullfill my hearts desire. jsblazer8/17/2006 _______________________________________________ A Promise As I knealt beside her,to her I gave a rose,bowing my head in sorrow. The time passes slowly,though
you still rest closely,forever and always so tenderly in my heart. You,the love that had become my purpose of being. Huddled
over you now,slumping shoulders forward I weep. Spending my youth searching with hope that fate would smile in my favor,memories
race by. Your eyes I see in my dreams. Sharing those precious moments again and again in my nights.Our lives. Our
first kiss had the taste of each after,passions flare. Deeply did I grieve as the final moment we had together plays over
and over in my mind. If only it was me instead. How I stood awestruck as I was told she was gone. Yet glad it was
not her torrmented by memories. I now kneel here at your side,with my promise I vowed you a rose until my dying day. I
raise my eyes to heavens on-looking gaze. Bright as your smile I see. You were my angel in life,you are truely an angel
I am assured of now. Turning away from you hurts,yet there is now comfort with in me once more. You are at peace here. I
will return again with my promise,and again to this,your grave. A rose in hand. I miss you my love! jsb/6/24/2006 _______________________________________________ Reunited I found you next to me in a dream tonight,you,who is the one that
shared my life. Taken from me once before,now here before me again you stand,adorned in silk. The lace ribbon that holds
your golden curls refreshes the memories I had long past buried in my being. You were so special to me then. I could
feel the excitement well up inside me,as if every nerve was being reborn,I tingled from your nearness. Then you spoke in
that long yearned for whisper,and a symphony exploded within my mind. The beauty,the perfection of that voice I dearly
remembered echoed to me its melodic musical chords of a time long ago past. You sent my senses reeling into the unknown. You
reached inside,touching my soul again,carressing me,as would a gentle summers welcomed breeze,cooling my passions that had
flared up in the moment. I stand here overwhelmed. I could feel the easiness of your acceptance of me,I am special you
whispered,I understood. Watching you gave me pleasures,so easily did you glide in your step,pulling me along. As supple
as a fresh rose petal to my touch,you seemed to ripple. Flowing all around you was an aura that brought a smile to my eyes,as
you reached up to touch my face. Your light carress to my cheek answered any wonders I ever held inside about our love,I
am again yours as I was always before. Completely. You brought to me all the colors that ride upon the rainbows in one
quick breath,your smile commanded the universe,as you had always commanded me. From this heart you have reawakened within
me,again flows a love given freely,as your love for me has always ever been. We are now laying side by side in our beds
of earth,our souls rejoicing in the splendor as we travel the passages to eternal paradise,together again. Our true love
having withstood the passing of time. I do love you. jsblazer 7/21/2006 _______________________________________________ I was swept away by a rainbow, Yet the summers breeze whispered
I was safe, I felt the softness of those words, I believe that I now have Faith, Walking into the darkness
dreary, Up ahead in the light ,wearing lace, With white flowing silk all around you, So much beauty I see in Faith, We
danced on clouds to soft flowing music, We are together in each step we retrace, Our eyes locked together in amazement, I
feel a miracle has come true with Faith, Many lifetimes are shared and enjoyed, A growing love in our hearts,now
in place, I inhale to try to catch my breath, Whispers pray in the future I can keep my Faith. jsBlazer8/13/2006 _______________________________________________ announcing hearts feelings,expressing pleasing emotions, delivering up
soft thoughtful ideas,conveying the hearts sweet notions, understanding the difference of each,to the fullest extent, without
losing the meaning from within,of the entire content, being with the ability to distinguish,that which is true, from
the grains of salt touched,that over the shoulder flew, ones belief in another,can become quite obscure, ripples turn
to waves,so does deep ideals within,turn unsure, there are many faces of the one,we see each day as the same, when the
mask falls to enlightened eyes,to reveal the shame, revealed are the souls virtues,seen clear are the lives, seen clear
are opened wounds,so deep cut the knives, twists and turns lay ahead,before each soul on lifes road, while shouldering
lifes burdens,be careful of the load, unseen darkness maybe lurking,possibly beyond just the next bend, where destiny
may befall upon life,bringing life to an end true! it is said,each soul has but one pure destiny, each life will become
dust,that all living now,used to be, when all masks worn in life,will be removed,cast away, as God reveals the truth
of a souls penitence,Judgement Day. jsblazer8/3/2006 _______________________________________________ thunderous
rumbles echoing down canyon walls, screaming whistles one can not soon forget, coming and going,running on rails of
steel, have you guessed what I am yet, once engines of steam,that now burn diesel, so much power not driven
by fools, a mechanical miracle of parts and pieces, kept together by tough men and their tools, cargo and
people travel miles and miles, touring and selling their goods, from cattle to paper,shipped here to there, I have
even seen cargos filled with woods, many a man and machine are on the rails, being piggy-backed from this
place to that, dreams have come true because of the rails, the rails have made many businessmen fat, miracle
roads have been built for the train, there has been millions of spikes driven by today, strong sweating men pounding
iron,blowing rock, where the trails of the rails do lay, I could ramble on forever,upon or about the rails, trains
are rambling all over the world, I lay listening at night for canyons thundering echoes, and the whistles screaming
to be heard. jsblazer,8/14/2006 _______________________________________________ smiling faces,singing happy song, sunshine ushering life along, can
you feel me touching your heart, carnival rides,bring children to smile, take the time to spend,time awhile, can
you hear me as I whisper your name, nothing can change this love today, listen to the world at play, can
you reach out and draw me close, walking parks,while gazing stars, moonlight drips brightly,truely ours, I
can taste each kiss of your lips, seeing your smiling eyes,the music plays, toe tapping dances,we swing,we
sway, unforgettable passions embrace our hearts, there lies within,a rhythmic beat so smooth, escalating
our souls to a high lovers mood, we have always known our loving is pure. jsblazer/7/31/2006/ _______________________________________________ these
troubled memories were better left forgotten, though they seem to come through in an explosion, those times of departing,when
a heart is lost, then a life goes into erosion, when lifes morality becomes obsolete, the soul becomes
also uncaring, mannerisms become foul,ones actions obscene, a blackened heart becomes unsharing, until
that day you entered into view, you took notice of the darkness here within, then there was a light, and a heart was
renewed, from you,this heart knows love again. jsblazer7/24/2006 _______________________________________________ In the four dimensions of the heart, there lies places some
never touch, within the beats of my own heart, pounds a love,one for you so much, the earths dimension,where
I found you, I reflect on the moment when we first met, at that moment,my love flowed through, a beautiful moment
I will never forget, the waters of the heart trickle down, they cleanse us of our pains,our fears, keeping
the soul of our love alive, all is cleansed by the flow of our tears, fires dimension burns in every heart, from
this deep heat our passions ignite, these flames keep our hearts alive, each beat fuels a love that burns bright, upon
the everlasting winds that blow, there are painted pictures,unique in beauty and color, also there flies the hopes love
does know, where dreams become real for hearts of lovers, these four dimensions of heart are in everyone, the
essence of love feed from each, my hopes are these dimensions forever last, and that into all hearts they do reach. jsblazer7/24/2006 _______________________________________________ our strength together traversing across endless space, as endless as
it is as time, exploring the places of endless need, the many facets of the mind, a beings mind is a place
of wonder, so many dreams couple with fantasy, so many places lay locked within, so much of the mind we do not see, yet
there is parts of the mind that are known, those of beauty and passion,with true elegance, showing to me,my love for
you through life, because of you,I am sturdy in loves stance, those times when we needed each other, when
our two minds together had become one, the places where life had put trials to our hearts, those hardships we faced
together,our love had overcome. jsblazer 7/23/2006 _______________________________________________ the starting of love with a shy smile, the soft
gentle touches as you both get close, that first time your lips met for awhile, the many kisses you have shared since
those, the mornings awakened to sweet surprises, a meal delivered with a smile and a rose, feeling the
elation as passion rises, hoping to be doing them still,after many years of those, growing together in both
love and life, enduring together the good times and the bad, feeling lifes pains that cut deep as a knife, consoling
in each other during times that are sad, knowing the two hearts you both own, together as these two lives
share the world, relying on each others love, knowing neither one is alone, the beauty of lovers for life,this boy and
this girl. jsblazer 7/20/2006 _______________________________________________ lost and found step after step one does climb, with each step there seems
more shine, from this pair of hearts entwined, I am so elated that you are mine, drop after drop it does
flow, building a puddle far below, with each drop,ripples do show, the blood puddle evermore grows, which
will be the first to be called be it one or will it be many that fall, no matter the relations if any at all, we
each must always and forever stand tall, my dream step is now well past, our time has come,yet will not last, this
togetherness of ours has been outcast, watching are crowds,outside they have massed, "tis time now to take
my leave, no matter what anyone does conceive, there is just one truth,that I did achieve this love for you,I will
forever believe. jsblazer _______________________________________________ turn
on her light awaken now this dormant heart,its been sleeping way to long, awaken anew this long lost soul,to hear the sweetness
in loves song. the long times have past,since this love has cast,its line into this bay, trying to catch another part
of the heart,that had long ago slipped away, there is new serenity in what she feels,this awakening is a must to her need. if
I do not answer her beckoned call,it will be my soul too soon that bleeds. the brand new touch of anothers soul,though
as old as time itself. lucky to be choosen once again,to be brought down off the shelf. to once again be brought into
play,to be put into the lights. this sweetness not to be denied,how wonderful the sight. bright the new glow that emanates
from her eyes,our windows to her soul. shining to this fine new melody,togetherness the ultimate goal. jmsbd/Šsept2005 _______________________________________________ the cost of yesterday deep within the stinging heart, an indepth force
appears to call, from the countless times loves emotions contort, once again a lover does fall, unprotected
from the touch of fate, unabled the dreamer cannot find the path, as walls close in,those walls of hate, victory
is the soul that dies in the wrath, one extends the shields beyond the borders, shedding off the advances
of possible lovers, the heart must listen to what the mind orders, ended relations between sisters and brothers, thus
the sheppards flock does deplete, as wolves pick their teeth and grin, just as the heart does become incomplete, so
also does the devils tally grow from the din. jsblazer/7/12/2006 _______________________________________________ summer dreams drift past my window, summer loves I see, summer nights as still as a statue, summer hearts
that make me sing, summer tells me about you, you are someone sweet and pure, something that was meant to be, a
true heart in love so sure, all this life we are searching, awaiting a life that we all need, we would swim the oceans
ripping tides, to find a heart that is free, summers drifting past my window, letting me see you are here, summer
wants to share with me, I want to share summer with you my dear, jmsbd1/6/21/2006 _______________________________________________ reality comes in the instance, when the moment is realized, that time has marched on as always, we suddenly
feel life has passed on by, thus we turn in time,it is normal, we see life as nature,as loves come and go, yet
each persons moments are their stair-steps in time, the last step is the end,as we know, many look back through
time and wonder, where for them,their stairways have led, have their steps left behind a lighted trail, one followed
by others,after these are dead, yet so many seem to race through time, so fast they lived,as to not make any
mark, no traces left behind for others to follow, these racers seem to follow,a path to the dark, all things
known are changed by time, time touches on anything anyone can conceive, time governs our babies,our lives,and the stars
all, time can even change what we may believe, time also promotes to be a problem, we seem to have not
enough,or sometimes too much, yet we all need the time to fulfill lifes demands, many reach with hope there is time,they
clutch, we forever strive for ways to govern time, to stop time,or even turn time back, many have spent
their lifetimes searching, the solution to times mysteries we still lack, now as I am nearing the top of my
own staircase, my time to go,known as my dying day, I hope behind me I have left a well lighted path, a path that
even time fails to make fade away. jsblazer/6/23/2006 _______________________________________________ dances under celestial skies of wonder, as
darkness emanates the celestial lights, with the starlit body of beauty you own, I behold your celestial body in my
sight, my fingers touching the many sparkling facets of you, from each curve,to every angle, carressing
your goddess body,gazing upon your angelic face, in your blonde hair my fingers do tangle, under my hands
I trace along your smoothness, touching you,feeling you,you quiver,you quake, our eyes are locked,our bodies embrace, elating
our hearts with this love we do make, with celestial bodies above us, the spectators of we,the two lovers
below, our bodies entwined in ways well versed, true lovers in ecstacy,as the stars watch the show. jsblazer/6/8/2006_______________________________________________ I would trade all my tomorrows, for only a moment of yesterday, to
again be a part of your loving heart, to once again hear the words you say, yet your soft sweet whispers now
echo, only in my memory, in my dreams is where I see your beautiful smile, or feel the touch of the you that I need, you
have always been my purpose to be living, my heart has always been yours,this is so true, I say once again,I would trade
all my tomorrows, to once again love one more moment with you, these memories could again be realities, we
have but to over come our sorrows, if we could again speak soft whispers to one another, we could make yesterdays memories,also
our tomorrows. jsblazer/6/8/2006_______________________________________________ our
last moments of our yesterdays, has now opened up our tomorrows, putting behind our crying tears and delays, elation
has overcome any sorrows, once again live the hopes that were lost, expressions of joy fill the face that
we see, gone are the heartaches,paid are the costs, once again our spirits run free, riding the winds,we
again float the breeze, excitement in our tumbles and turns, fullfillment is reborn in hearts that please, for each
other again we do yearn. jsblazer/6/4/2006_______________________________________________ laying with a smooth skinned lover, softer than a
silken sheet, upon our bed we join together, once more our lips do meet, where we entwine in a beautiful
world, a wonderful love we both know, as we rise to meet the others eyes, our hearts again begin to glow, with
a kiss and a touch of fingers, that our arms and legs feel tight, we are once more in blissful rapture, as we share
our love through out the night. jsblazer/6/4/2006 _______________________________________________ emptiness is all enshrouding, darkness overcomes the soul, lost
is the purpose we once shared, which made our unending love whole, deep inside play the demons dancing, you
sense the evil with the pain, with your mind they are romancing, the heart too soon they will also gain, welcomed
is this ending, be I blessed with a light and pray, while with this bullit I am sending, a message,my last I will
say, I can no longer live without you, I can see there is no other course, as my blood runs red from that
of blue, I reach for heaven with a magnum force. jsblazer/6/3/2006 _______________________________________________
As times of life become shortened, There grows a
feeling inside,the uncaring of all, A heart knows that none from anywhere will come, No one will lay a net to catch
the ones who fall, The final decision made,the next move calculated, Searching for the just how,or when,is
still unknown, Until finding that opportune time to relinquish the pain, The means of how,then will be shown, By
others,the end can only be observed, They then forget as fast as a passing day, Loves coming and going like a song on
the winds, Hearts like dust being swept away, Despair clouds the deepened feelings inside, All to soon
known,as the truth is realized, That from the thread of fate one cannot hide, Away from lifes hell the released soul
now flies. JsBlazer 8/31/2006
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On a walk down the path of sadness, Sights seen
by many eyes, Uncloaked is life turned to madness, Struggling under stormy skies, Continuous are the bolts
of lightening, Seemingly un-ending explodes the thunder loud, Destuction everywhere,all around is frightening, Deaths
toll grows to an oversized crowd, Unseen faces,those of the many innocent, The storm cares not who,or what
lies in its path, Unyielding is the pain and torrment, In full fury the storm continues its wrath, Storms
have no measure of time, Growing wildly,driving minds insane, Much healing is needed,there grows medical lines, After
a storms passing has poured down with rain, Prayers are raised to heaven with hope to drive away, The storm
and its rage and fury, Time and again the storms return,day after day, So much power,though not in any hurry, The
storms continue on quite relentless, Screams heard howl with a banshees shrill, The death and destruction mount in earnest, As
the storms of War march onward still. jsblazer8/28/2006
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A single moonbeam penetrates the darkened night, With
a silent voice thats shines bright on the door, A reminder of the moment that extinguished loves light, Rending apart
a heart to the core, These deep reflections of times past being spoken, They tell of a bright moonbeam growing
ever more dim, Of promises and vows made,many now lay broken, Upon weakened soul the darkness now descends, Desperate
from loneliness allows no pretending, Loves moonbeam is gone,the light of it is scattered, Destined from the beginning,there
comes this ending, Deep within beats a heart which is shattered, No more hope lingers in this now empty void, Darkness
envelopes this threshold and door, Every facet of the dreams have been destroyed, Destiny portrays to love noone evermore. jsblazer8/28/2006
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Vines of Ivy continue reaching, Stretching outward
as if searching,they do, A reminder of our younger times, Before there was us,it was me and you, We explored
each nooke and cranny, Finding ourselves,before finding each other, Though we each could feel someone there for us, Awaiting
for love to blossom within one another, Surely that magic glow soon enlightened us both, We laid our roots
as our passions grew within, Neither did see the future coming,that tomorrow, As each day brought us closer to the end, Departed
now we are,from one another, Living apart,we are in separate worlds alone, Yearning again for the days,when the young
Ivy was reaching, Searching once more,to make a happy home. jsblazerOct/4/2006
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So cold turns the broken heart. Rigid and stiff
grow these muscles that all so short a time ago flowed with the vitality enhanced by thine beauty. You and I both having
been violated by deceit and lies. This two edged dagger that has severed not only the connecting strings of our souls,but
has disemboweled the very essence of the trust between us. Our confidence shook apart to a tumbled ruin of decaying emotions. Destroyed
are the hopes that,so once fullfilled by the supreme and unwavering emulation of love that had been focused upon me by you. That
being reciprocated back to you from my soul. Being taken in with the vows that neither of us would ever burden the other
with hardship,nor fill the others heart with grief or remorse. Who so ever found the substance to wedge between us and
our love,must be a darkened evil being. An entity that was a master of spiritual destruction. A being with deep rooted
passions to dismember the core of a relationship,while feeding on the downfall of its victims. Beit vengence or some evil,whatever
vial motivation drives this being fhis spawn of slime from the deepest pits of hell. A ghoul released upon love,to bring
about that which is the essence of its duty,to destroy the bonds of loves beauty between man and woman. Dropping now into
the abyss that is opened for the cold hearted left behind,is us. The darkened spirit which performed our utter destuction
moves on. Seeking out the next of victims to deform and ravage upon,an insatiable feeding frenzy upon unsuspecting love. The
frenzy of damnation. jsblazer8/16/2006 _______________________________________________
Once again the dream descends down upon my being. Bursting
forth is a skyrocketing dazzle of brilliance as joy explodes within me. As the beauty of you fills my sight,elation within
overwhelms the emotions for you,and I smile. Approaching me and taking my hand,our journey of unselfish love takes flight. The
setting sun gives way to the rising moon,stars glisten all endlessly, The smile that mesmerized me only accentuates the
wonderful curves of your body that I adore. None other is there with such beauty. No shadow will ever dim the illumination
that you have brought my heart. This path I walk with you into eternity,forever yours. I love you always. jsblazer/8/22/2006
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making love a touch,a
shudder, a kiss,a moan, an I love you inside a groan, a movement,another, a kiss,a shiver, one more time, you
both share a quiver, a roll,a thrust, each other you trust, a yes is best, to pass any of the lovers test, you
need just this one, forget all the rest, the joy,a boy, not just a toy, you feel,he kneels, your both touch
of things, you both share the others golden rings, each day anew, for me and for you,
through eternity and
time, with no regret, we do not forget, a touch,a shudder, a kiss,a moan, and all those I love yous, inside
each groan. jsblazerŠsept/2005 the winds of time,they have brought me here, over prairie grasses grown long, with
melodies of younger days, I live hearing their youthful song, these winds of time,they have carried me, through mountain
pass,and over hill, always they sing songs to my heart, I can listen,and hear them still, the winds of time are painted
bright, on each breeze flows a masterpiece, across oceans wide,atop mountain high, such beauty is seen in these, each
mornings light comes to me welcomed, the winds of time,they continue to march on, I still can hear whispered words from
my sweetheart, it has been a long time now,since she has been gone, the winds of time,they have chased me, they caught
up to me late last fall, my brittle bones weep,my thinned hair turned grey, on the winds of time I hear deaths whispered
call. jmsbd 1/24/2007 a wishfull soul Release me from this obscurity, that has tumbled all around. Find me
the strength to once again, stand upon this hallowed ground. I plead let me hear the whispers again, of the winds
that talk of life. The sights I see within your thoughts, the beauty without the strife. The dripping of colored
mists, that fill the certain skies, while these stale undecided pains, ponder passing us by. Bring to ear,not
the babes gentle cry, Laying discontented within cradled arm. I beg show instead,the gleem of brightened eye, In
a loving,with out pain or harm. A warm embrace,the softened voice, a firmness to carry out. Each of the needs of
all his will, praise his success and have no doubt, We are here,to become as one, as always,we were meant to be. In
the homes through out his vast kingdom realm, we become the soul of an eternal family. jsblazerŠ/sept2005 songs
of my angels She has gave to me,my everything, From the sweetest of hearts,has come this ring, The true purpose in
my heart,is to continue on, Hearing the soft gentle words,of an angels song. The harmony of tune,in every note, The
orchestrated expression to our love,that she does devote. Away now on her winged dove, she flutters with grace,carried
along. All the while her whispers come to me, in her continuous and melodious song. I have been blessed by none less, than
a true angel in heavenly flight. The fulfillment so deep,none other has her glow, when she enters into my sight. We
have become as one,in this world, this love has been our lifes goal. From yesterdays meeting together, up to the
time of the end,tomorrow, when alas our bells do toll. jsblazerŠsept/2005 a never ending river the
rivers flow thru the valleys, so far have they drifted along, the coming together of so many tears, each tear a note
ripples,the lost lovers song, oh so deep does the cut go, much does the heart endure, the slashes and pain openly
show, we search to find a cure, in the depths,of this our past, the times of our loving so enjoyed, all troubles
dealt with at last, all our hardships are deployed, seemingly now are gone all extreemes, no good is done with irrationality, no
peace obtained with unheard screams, the heart is always the casualty, as the winds whistle thru the timbers, with
such knowledge the ages speak, unheard whispers nibble at the ears, answers to the heartache is what we seek, raising
eyes towards skies, let us live through troubled years, while down below in the valley low, flows the river of tears, a
plead of forgiveness then emanates, from the windows to the soul, the prayers that need be unanswered, a true love
is the goal, is it alas the reality of truth, has time moved to take the final toll, there is yet still,the unexplainable
world, with love still the final goal, only few know that as the pen will explain, lying there deep inside, that
it is through thoughts left crying, unable are they to hide, trying so desperately to love again, memories are the
solitude of loneliness, the loneliness of the up coming years, please do not let this heart only guess, we yet travel
the world searching, loosing pehaps the love of years, still down low,in the valley below, forever flows the river
of tears. jsblazerŠ/Oct/7/2005 morning awakening the peachy pink feathers,afloat on the breeze, to
the roses blossoms,drip a mornings kiss, to the eye,there is caught a flutter by, these touches of beginings,none dare
miss, no more than a tease,are the sleeping trees, when being up for a flight in their limbs, what do they say to
the booming lightenings clap, the shudder,could it be calling to awaken them, the wave of the sea,as green could be, looking
down a valley of dawns peaceful grace, from the bridge of a ridge,beholding the beauty in eye, that being her elegantly
lovely face, ah the peachy pink,feathery clouds, of the breaking dawn, breaking open her fantasies colors,at the
loss of words, but the memory now has a planted seed, in those hearts of the many morning lovers. jsblazerŠoct/2005 the
wanted cage "Harken",I listen, to what do I hear, there be a weeping heart, that of sorrow I fear, so full
of the burdens, along loves twisted path, to carry the weight, oh but to feel loves wrath, the search has been
long, one that all wish to dare, knowing not what will be found, I wonder does anyone care, the trek is but one, that
need be traveled, to unlock loves curse, loves bandage unraveled, set free in the hopes, of being captured it
is true, is the right tomb there awaiting, one that can hold you, be there the cage, that you wish to never escape, that
of the heart, you search and you wait, many will pass, yet which hold the key, will that be ever found, to
the heart of thee, "Harken",I listen, to what do I hear, it be my own weeping heart, now broken I fear. jsblazerŠOct2005 hope dancing
dangling,a light on a string, moving thru clouds, it bounces and swings, loneliness creeping,it lurks,it claws, on
towards the light, that has no flaws, being tired of being in such a place so dim, awaken once more, to the light,with
him, together they dance, silkened shadows of hope, sweetened,softened romance, a little touch of each side, with
our hands we do roam, we each have there deep inside,
the light of the day, the darkness of night, neither
can live on, without the other near by,
as blue cannot be, without a sky, a silver lining to a cloud we see,
shows
in each soul in sight, as now darkness dances, within the circles of light. Love has blossomed anew. jsblazer/oct/2005 sights
we feel wandering walks with bright steady steps, the sights seen are those of joy, a kiss between lovers,a hand
holding hand, what each girl wants from her boy, a bouquet of flowers,a smile that showers, for each there will be
romance, eyes captured in trance,candle lit dinners the evenings spent in the arms of dance, the intimate moments,when
touch touches touch, for each one a shiver it brings, thru the night for the lovers,under the covers, in dawns breaking
the morning bird sings, where ever we are taken,may we always awaken, to loves sweet senses and know, that forever
we will share our hearts intimate times, from these times our sweet love shall glow. jsblazeerŠ2005oct I never seen I
had never seen a living dream, until you came into view, I had never felt such softened skin, then I touched a hand
to you, I had never heard the trumpet of love, until you voiced to me, you are my hearts music box, now joy plays
inside endlessly, I had never looked at a morning star, until I saw you smile, now here you are forever more, next
to me all the while, I had always wished for such a love as yours, now here before me you do stand, giving your all
to this heart, with such a soft and loving hand. jsblazerŠ2005 Never before my passing Never my love,will I hurt
your heart, Never will I make you cry, Never my love,will we be apart, Not until the day I die, Never my love,will
time come between us, Where we part and go our separate ways, Never my love,could this come to be, Not until times
passing,lays me into my grave, Many yet,will be the years, Before the time of our demise, Few I hope,will be the
tears, During the days of both our lives, So please do for me,the same as I do for you, Together we will do all we
can. Have strength and believe in love as I do, Hold me gently in heart and hand,
jsblazerŠ2005 when hell
hits home the end is coming, the end is near, the end of all, is all but here, this be the last, that may
be for awhile, but dont you fret, just continue to smile, though time seems short, and time be said, the time
for me, be time for bed, 'tis my time to rest, to put down my pen, until my next time, as of now I know not
when, I thank you for the times, spent in this place, to remember these times, puts smiles on my face, I will
check in for awhile, to read and to say, such wonder,such beauty, in such words that do play, tomorrow will come, today
it will go, for all I wish joy, and to all be it known, I thank you for now, I thank you for then, a new world
I set out in, a new world I begin. jsblazer/oct/2005 dream angel Oh my angel in heaven,with such deep blue eyes, none
other in heaven I have seen,can match the blue of the skies, this vision of beauty,that now rests her head, here on
my chest,laying near in my bed, touching and smiles,go hand in hand, loving and heartbeats,that forever stand, together
this angel,with her I go on, loving and touching,through night into dawn, I am feeling her always,she is there deep
within, what ever will happen,should our love ever end, will that be the end,of the stars in the night, of moonlight
walks,of dripping fire flies, of jasmine in blossom,of the scent on the breeze, of memories of times,so many of these, I
want to never awaken,to lifes turmoil and blurr, why would a heart want to end,with an angel like her, her loving and
heartbeats,being so gentle so sweet, until the next time my sweet angel,until the next time we meet. jsblazerŠ2005 an
angels tribute For all them angels that keep us men in our places. This piece was written quite a few years ago, brought
out from my pages that I've got so many of stashed away in notebooks. Within an angels dream, we see the light, She
shines with a halo, a face that glows so bright, A body that can make, the evil devil sing, Oh!such joy to all, does
this angel bring, Such beauty as hers, could make any man swell, She can make men beg, or raise bloody hell, She
can make a dream seem, alive,and real as the day, To touch this angel, makes men sway, To and fro, his manhood
would grow, Oh you sweet angels, what you do to men so, You could never imagine, the exciting feelings you bring, Torward
to the surface, you make grown men sing, You make men dream, so wishful so wanting, Oh!what more could be said, always
so haunting,
You bring out the loving, in both heart and head, send men to waring, so many end dead, To
see you there glowing, in the sweet morning lights, Nakid and giving, my oh my what a sight, Sharing your love, with
all in your soul, Shining in the sun, such a love,such a glow, Theres always bright angels, watching over us all, Angels
watch over and catch us, whenever we slip and fall. jsblazerŠoct2005/originaldraft1997 memories in silhouettes The
velvet moon hanging on the edge of the horizon, Silhouettes of lovers as you pass in the night, The dreams once shared
by you as a couple, Memories of each you keep holding tight, Streams that trickle past your hearts, Where there once
was a river that flowed, These wishes of a youthful past, Where in your eyes once a candle glowed, The fading moon
still silhouettes the times, Where once the songbird did sing, Where since then did that melody fly, Away upon tainted
wing, The silver cast of the velvet moon, Rippling on the waters so clear, Remembrances of what happens to the soul, When
the others that you once held so dear, Loose their hope and fall prey to life, Only so much can the heart bare its passions, Being
driven forth alone now your heart, From where does love now find satisfaction, There is a velvet moon and stars up above, You
see silhouettes of lovers that hold each other into the dawn, The wishful memories of days now past, Of a heart and
soul that is lost, Your true lover gone. jsblazerŠ2005 rhythm Can you feel the rhythmn of your heart, when
devotion is as full as a moon, does it not beat as the time clock ticks, after a jewelers fine tooled tune. Like
that of a lover, as true as the solstice happens in June. always in sync,year by year does not the world turn, As
does the well tuned motor, that powers the automobile, does not then your heart begin to purrrrrr. The dreams of
moon-walks, and that of apollo flights, dreams that have become true and sure. Have you found the rhythm, of your
heart within, the soul mate that is truely your sweetheart lover. Does not this soul mate, make you glow,while you
walk hand in hand, in fields of blue grass clover. Listen to the rhythm, hear the rhyme, this heart that beats,
always will the rhythm say, The sun it rises up from the east, You are my life,my love, my everything of joy, through
tomorrow as you are today. jsblazer/oct/2005 a lifetime in a day Not yet far enough risen, At the beginning of
the life, The sun arises to shows its light, To bring the babe to the worldly strife, As it reaches the apex of the
day, The babe has grown in many ways, Learned is the way,that of man, Lifes evils and its corruption, And also
its soft and tender hand, The babe now a grown man, In the foraging of the truth, Or become reclused within himself, A
person still of youth, As the sun draws down towards the horizon, The hairs grow thinned and grey, The knowledge
gained within the man, He must share from day to day, For who but God knows when the bell will toll, For the elder
now that before us stands, Asking forgiveness of his God, On knees and with folded hands, Dipping now below the waters
edge, The sun be but a colored sky, But no longer will this man be able to see, His life has passed before thine
eyes, The darkness has now settled hard, Below the skies off towards the west, Yet the man can pass into heavens
light, For he has now passed lifes meaningful test. jsblazerŠoct2005 heart of ice The blizzards start, the
cold it bites, Where are you spending, your long winter nights, I am lost,out in the white, that of a wind swept
snow, Trudging through the heightened drifts, my mind weary,moving slow, Numbed deeply from the cold, the bitter
chill of the winds, Why I question from my soul, has your heart turned away again, Please,tell me,where do I go now, that
the nights have gone cold, Do you want me to return, should I be one so bold, To be as I am, to let my pride be
ripped away, By winters bitter chill, on these freezing winter days, My heart now is frozen, ice runs in my veins, I
will never again allow you, to induce upon me,so much pain, I will never be coming back again, to let you in my heart
again,my dear, That of your touch so soft, has left this heart hardened I fear. jsblazer/oct/2005 the miracles It
comes,it goes,it is here right now,playing catch me if you can, A whispered word whistles past,saying I wonder if you heard
the plan. It is precious,it is perfect,it is a miracle each day, Never will any other miracles surpass such a miracle
that happens just this way. The conception of life can never be out done,but by God only who made a virgin bare, Mary
gave birth to the saviour of all,the love of God she and Joseph did share. With faith in self we walk the paths each has
taken though few ever choose, To win the game here in life,few with courage ever mean to loose. I have never been lost
while with my faith of God,nor under wing of his devoted angels graces. I often wonder though after I pass on,who will
come to fill all my life lines places. jsblazerŠ2005 the heart On my way to the place that welcomes me with open
arms There will always be a freshness that will be enlightened with heart warming charms. The open door that was left
behind,so many long times ago, I see it inside,it is my heart,I feel it in my soul and I know. There was a tugging in
my misery that day,when I looked back to see, That open doorway,where you were standing,there,just watching me. It hurt
so to know you cried that day,when you had let me go, Yet you knew there was no swaying my intent,of the world I needed
to know. I could see in your eyes this was soon all, yes the end, So now here I stand,after all this time away,at your
doorway again, I am relieved at the answer,I am elated by the praise, For what you said to me, Oh!once again there
will be happy days. La'mour jsblazerŠ/oct2005 what price to pay I walk the streets,In seach of cans, My shoes
are worn,I am with dirty hands, On my back is all I own, A sleeping bag,A few pairs of socks, These I stole from
a goodwill box, The coat I wear,Is tattered and torn, It doubles as a pillow,When not being worn, My bed in which
I sleep a night, Is my card board box,Its quite a sight, Behind a Wal-mart or a Safeway store, I dine from the dumpster,And
forage for more, My trips to the office,Are when I go to a back door, Of a restaurant,I ask politely to work some more, In
hopes I can get amply fed, Most people shy away from my smell, Some call me names, Other say I look like hell, This
is the best that I can do, For what is offered to me, But of all I know, I know at least I am free. jsblazerŠoct\2005 Riding
the Imagination Let me slip into your imagination, Allow me a moment of fantasy, Come along on a rainbow ride, Jump
upon a moon beam bright,come along and see. There will be no uncolored moments, The flowers will be all blue and bright, Welcome
to the fantasy land, Where happiness is the star that shines in sight. There will forever be an unknown world, To
those hearts that continue to hold back in a scare, The heart will never grow to know a love, If fantasy is not around
to make a dare. The mind also will not ever know, What it is to dream beyond reality,and it seems, The mind that
reaches for the edge of the unknown, Will be a saviour of tomorrows schemes. So come into the fantasy lights, Find
an impossible dream that puts ease to your mind, Come and slip onto a moonbeams ride, Or on a rainbow a kind heart you
might find. jsblazer/oct2005 A Taste of Autumn Ah!Crisp is a morning in Autumn, The chill bites at the nose. We
feel that winter is around the corner, When the snows will chill the toes, Children bundle up in raincoats and gollashes, Remember
those rubber boots, That fit over the top of the tennis shoes, Stomping puddles,the waters shoots. Leaves deep from
the mighty Oak, and Maple and Cherry trees, The limbs becoming barren,Left nakid, Until the break of Spring returns
these. I look forward to the long nights of fireplace warmth, The sounds of crackling woods. Snuggled with the heart
of my sweetheart, Makes our seasons,our lives together so good. Everything done since the gardens fun, All has been
canned and and bottled and shelved. Everything except the sparks of love we share, Here betwixt ourselves. Autumn
here has made me say prayer for all, For all I am forgiving. I thank the Lord with my entire soul, I thank him for
my living. jsblazerŠoct2005 Wonder Of Trust You come across that someone, You have been searching hard to find.
It is a new love full of passion That can some times make you blind. I have in heart been swept away, And wondered
right from the start. Before we go any further, Should I trust you with my heart. In all this time we have spent
together, I have come to trust in you, So many things you gave to me, Before I even asked you to. In Life
it seems reality and romance, Are so very far apart, Yet what I need to know is, Can you be trusted with my heart.
Shall I shed my cares upon you, Can you burden the heavy load. Can I count on you to walk me, Down that long
and winding road. If you promise me these simple things, I can surely guarantee, Through the good times or the bad
times, You can always count on me. When two loving hearts surrender, and they are sworn to understand. It brings
about a perfect union, Between a woman and a man. Please,do not misunderstand me, I do not want to go too far. Without
finding out the answer, Can you be trusted with my heart. Revised Edit jmsbd/2005 my dreams so many times,have
we made love, upon the sands,the heavens above.
where we have walked,hand in hand, we have shared our dreams,upon
the sands,
so many hopes,we did talk about, as we would do,our walk abouts, these dreams we shared,we made all
come true, you would lean on me,I would lean on you, during low times when,the heart was down, the others heart,would
bring it around, elation would be set within, and then both hearts would love again. oh these dreams,this worlds
reality, we have made,for you and me, comes to call,each and every storm, like the night of beauty,our babe of love
was born, we spent that time,in a world of hope, now in the open world,our babe does cope, he has grown strong in
this world, with this his girl,
he has become a beautiful man, with his own babes,doing all he can, yes together
we still walk,along this beach of life, I will always be your husband,you will forever be my wife, together we have
always stayed,as the waves have always crashed on the rocks, we still walk together our beach,we still have our talks, my
hair has thinned,and yours has turned blue, yet you are more beautiful,each time I see you, we have long time passed,yet
we do not miss, any chance to share,a sweetened moonlight kiss, jsblazerŠoct/2005/original/1993 one mans outlook I
have seen moments of terror, Taking a look at my life, I have seen a world full of torture, When I see the worlds
strife. I have seen faces of complete horror, As they see mans war machines, I have seen all of mankind, His killing
of heavens dreams. I have tasted the nectar of roses, I have tasted the same of you, I have seen such sweet romance, In
the heart that be so true. I have watched through times passing, I have been worried,I have been scared, Which universal
power will bring armagedeon, I feel that power being pushed and dared. I have seen extreme cruelty, As I watch the
world,its passing by, Such grief,and such disappointment, Continues filling mine eye. I have seen the waste of our
world,our home, It was once Gods paradise, I have watched as many men die, Not only once but even twice. I have
prayed often through the nights, I have begged for mercy clear, I want to die by my Gods hand, Not in a fit of world
rage or fear. I have seen a mother, Her child eyes full of love, I have seen the mothers child, Cradled in caring
arms like a glove. The arms of our deity has forgotten us it does seem, Has mankind been lost, Or is this the true
plan,the scheme, Will our souls be the cost. I hope to not see anymore destruction, Nor would I miss anymore rage, Though
here I continue to live in my world, In a golden gilded cage. In living I have seen all these things, In my soul
there grows heavey remorse, The world of our God will continue to spiral down, In heart I pray mankind changes course. jsblazerŠoct2005 loves
temperature Ah to feel your heart my love, Beating ever so gently there within, There is none other that brings my
fires alive, Dancing high together once again. You must be hottest of all the flames, The brightest white are you, When
you are near my loving dear, My flame within turns white,from a pale blue. When we touch it is as if, There has been
water sprinkled upon heated stone, The sounds of sizzling,the steam would rise, With you close I will never be cold
nor alone. The hottest sun of any universe, Could not feel warmer upon my skin, Nor could the heart within myself,be
as touched dear, Since the moment our love did begin. Your curls of red are as the flame, Flickering and waving in
the moonlight fair, Once again we embrace for that heat, To ward off the chill of the late Autumn night air. The
electricity that we both emanate, When we come together in heart felt delight, Would shoot bright sparks throughout
the heavens skies, Just as the shooting stars do, that we wish upon at night. Our light and love travel together, Towards
horizons into mornings dawn, Though brighter yet is the glistening of our eternal souls, They will be never parted,we
will never be gone. jsblazerŠoct/2005
changes How does the soul get sated, when the insatiable has been introduced, May
time come when no other influence, upon me can be induced. What has changed so deep within my self, where a creature
of evil once dwelled and spawned, Such vile hideous outrageous sickness, these all have been exorcised out of my being,thankfully
they are gone. In the place where once resided indifference, there now lives the pleaures of a morning dew. A type
of serenity and happiness, these all I will share with you. I wished one evening a wish of prayer, that could only
be answered by one, The truest love for infinity, the supreme being of all with angels did come. A brand new confidence
overwhelmed me in an instant, my heart grew warm inside, Now elation brought to me an ease long sought, in my heart,and
in my in mind. jsblazsdŠoct2005 you True heaven is written within your heart, there lies such joy to bring to
each it touches, happiness rejoicing inside endlessly, there in bunches and bunches, you have such a way of finding, those
that would fall behind, with you and your guidance to follow, they are soon to be set back in line, following your
graces, your impression that is made, they listen to your song of life, that of such heavenly serenade, you have
such treasures to offer, such pleasures to show and share, all the while you travel with a smile, on your journey
through space and air, you bring such elation, to make us all walk on clouds up high, none but you have given new
purpose, to stand and give a try, because of you my heart has been reopened, I have been given another chance at
love, you have pushed me once again to care, in faith that has been sent from above. jsblazerŠ2005/oct little
babies baby She came to me with tears in her eyes, No smile was on her tender face, I craddled her in my arms, This
sadness I would replace, I told her that I loved her, I said whatever came to mind, I searched deep within my heart, But
her smile I could not find, The purpose of her sadness, Was the person that she could not replace, And still the
tears continued streaming, From her eyes and down her face, Her heart had been broken, This the first time of that
I was sure, How could any be so cruel, To a heart so innocent and pure, As my baby lay huddled in my arms, A sudden
jolting thought entered into my head, My Lord oh God,who would be around to hold my baby, After I have passed on and
am dead, Just this single idea I had, As I made up my mind in finality, First thing in the morning, I would get
my baby girl a brand new Barbie. jsblazerŠoct/2005 each time for me Dear but could I just one more time,touch a hand
to your cheek, So pleased would I be to feel the warmth,of your soft body lovely and so meek, Our loving embrace has
forever been the piece of life I do adore, You fit so prefectly within my arms,there is a piece of my heart you will own
forevermore. Our bodies fit so exactly,when in the throes of our passions inflamed, To us the world would just melt
away,as together we would whisper ecstacies named. Yours be the most sweetest kiss,upon mine lips the taste of your nectars
remain thick, Whenever called by your angelic voice,to you I would always answer quick. To see your after just a few
moments away,my heart would leap and bound anew, I could never be again elated to these heights of romance,by any other
than you. With our bodies naked and entwined,in our place that was made for us, We would sate our needs of body and
mind,curing to an entirety both our passions lust. Falling back after each release,lost in the moment and all a shiver, Fulfilled
for a moment these emotional needs,we lay our bodies quiver. To see the eyes that twinkled with glee,just a hint proving
what you had to have was me giving you the best of my heart,, As we one more time,lay making love in the dark. jsblazer/oct/2005 daydreaming Dreams
are so like apples,ripe and hanging on a tree, Or maybe like elusive clouds that keep blowing right past me. The apples
picked are sweet hearts of love,which are taken far away, The apples left on the ground are of lost dreams,those of yesterday, Or
are they the dreams that never found a heart to hold them near, One that could nurture the dream into reality,loving oh
so dear. My dreams have surely gotten old,or so to me it seems, What does it take to stop the hurt,and renew these dreams. jsblazer fallen I
have fallen so far, Tis no way other to show, The blackness has engulfed my lost heart, Tis none left,a place to
go, Tis the end and I see no new start, Until alone again will I be, Time wont be long now, But this must be better
than living lonely, Although you are there, It seems to me, Theres a shield between us, That we just cant see, After
many roads have been traveled, Leaning on each others arm, Knowing when there,Each of us assured, Nothing could do
the other harm. But now is different, Now we must part, For between you and I, Has fallen a blackened heart. jsblazer/oct/2005 poetry A
release I have is one that feels good,this release is one that should,make a new day,make a reborn dawn,a new world relight,one
when hopes fade and are gone. The world is never again to be, A lonelier place to search or see, The lights that
glimmer now in the eyes, Will also be the ones seen as it dies, The beat of a heart,or sigh without care, Be anything
left,not here,not there, Forever will now be a long empty lane, Yet one to traverse,one without shame, May yours
be a world from now until dawn, A less lonely heart,that will never be gone, Tis my time as I write these words to your
mind, Make not a lonely heart,but make one heart beat in time, For now from the depths of a heart shining blue, Make
a new heart,make that heart anew. jsblazer/nov/2005 a thought of memory I come to you all,heavy in soul, No love
could there be,that not take toll,
For the loss of heart,is never the goal, Where once roared a passion,has turned
lonely and cold. I wonder now,and will wander through the world, With question,but one,was there truely fault there
girl.
None I have found,nor can I see, Yet this question plagues on me. In time it will pass,just a memory back
there, Some memories bring tears,of how we once shared. Until the time does pass through,when this life ends reality, I
will welcome that end,its finality. jsblazer/nov/2005 windsong The song of the winds,it whispers though trees, Truth
in the words,that are sung to me. Whispers that tell me of pleasures and pains, Some sting my face,like a wind blown
rain. Though deep in the nights,they whisper my dreams, Sweet,loving,kind messages,the many I have seen. Fore telling
of a life,when once I reach destinys stars, Now renewed,now reborn,I carry no scars. So many wishes are there,in the
message whispered to me, Wishes to strive for,the winds song through the trees. I love to hear whispers,do you hear
them too, What I hear are the whispers,of life pure and true. jsblazer lovers Capturing a moonbeam,holding it
close,within your palm, Trembling as a fresh born lover,no way to remain steady or calm, The heart beats become faster,the
blood races through the veins, No worry or wonder of the future,just this moment,this instant does one play. The touch,the
sigh,time does fly,oh how another brings such blissfull pleasures. The smile,all the while,in each others eye,oh how each
others hearts holds the others wishful treasures. Till the end of time,as dawns again restart,that which has grown old, At
times rebirth,fires again ignite,warming hearts that seem to have turned cold. Awakening within the soul the purpose each
has been given angelic wing, To take flight in life and love another,listenin to one another as they sing. jsblazer/nov/2005 day
and night As we walk in silence,our thoughts be as one, Those different paths we took,mine lit by the moon,yours lit
by the sun. I live in a darkness but with a moonlights glow, To show my soul the path,which way my heart goes. You
travel in the warmth of a sunshines ray, No looking for steps in bright sunshines day. Mine pathways edges are darkened
and unsure, Inching my way along,in hopes to endure. You have no worries,wide open you ride, On sunshine and soft
breezes your heart it does glide. So smooth are the steps along your bright pathway, So easily found in your light of
day. Mine be hard to do in the almost dark, Mine steps are short,and often I park, Often does a cloud pass before
my moonlighted way, Will you please release me to once again,see the light of a sunshines ray. jsblazer/nov/2005 poem The
shadows fall, the dreams come to call, upon a heart so dear, The music plays, of happy days, where in the eyes
one could see love clear, Those times are past, we stand alone at last, gazing at a world of wonder, I look forward
in life, leave behind the strife, Knowing there will be love after, Deep within,is a heart, that begins to beat
rapidly, as time passes true, Because now my dear, where I stand is clear, No longer will this soul be so blue, I
will not regret, nor forget, the times we both said what was in heart, Yet now I must move on, to a new dawn, From
here I make a fresh start. jsblazer no todays no tomorrows There must be a place within each soul that feels the
guidance which is intended to be followed, The eyes that I see looking at me,show only pain in lives that have been hollowed, A
crying child somewhere in the night,begs for love,with words not yet known how to say. So many others like this child,so
many others lost,forgotten this way. Where has the spirit of humanity turned,has Gods hand been laid to rest, As I look
around,I can only frown,mankind is not passng this test. The clashing of cultures,prejudice alive,when will man grow and
mature, Religious wars on too many shores,will a saviour sent now allow man to endure. I see a world of the faithless
coming to power,with cruel,inhumane hearts, It seems to me the finish is at hand,we are being led to an end while we look
for a start. Those who rebel do not live to tell what may be a solution before our demise, The thought of a child,be
only took to be mild,there is a devil among us in disguise. jsblazer/nov/2005 yesterday A feathered bed,a softened
kiss, what visions enter the mind, the touch of heart,or heightened bliss, of a lovers world so kind,
a remembered
time,where there were no other thoughts, but of you,and of what to do. the many things that brought me smiles, the
many smiles,brought by you,
there were the memories of a lonlier time, before my gaze was cast your way, the
times of wild crazy emotions, ah the thoughts of those younger days,
now its fading towards the horizon, soon
to be like a sunset screen gone past now, this unique sight to be seen,
no longer will this be, a looking
forward time, for without the heart beside to share, mine eyes are as those of the blind. jsblazer/nov/2005 the
circle they fall as the breeze rips them from their place of birth, where upon they lite on great mother earth, their
duty having been done, through the spring and summer sun, like a love that has lasted till the embers die. where
ever you journey, there will always be a treasure to behold, though one not of silver,nor be it made of gold, it
be the aura that shines from the eyes, yet never will it be an everlasting hope, for somewhere is a lie in disguise. jsblazer/nov/2005 foliage
of an affair The rounded hips, the soft subtle lips, the kiss that touches between two hearts, the heated passions, the
cool of each breath in nights, the last movement of lovings actions. Some of these were meant to please, the other
but yet indulged is self satisfaction, there will be between you and me, a type of heavenly attraction. The interlocking
world of boy and girl, when deep in passions needs, will sprout into the hearts of both our bodies, that of heavenly
seeds. jsblazerŠ11/16/2005 waiting I wake anew,after finding true,that an ending now be near. A sour treat,from
one so sweet,as yet all is not so clear. Holding on to this love song,will not keep a smile,living in a lie. This refreshed
tune,will be ending soon,another forever will die. There is none to know,nor none to show,the finality and mistrust. So
hard does one try,to believe and cry,unbelieving is the disgust. The nerves are severed,all ceased endeavores,no longer
will there be caring abreast. Through all the trials,there are to endure,neither have passed the final test. Only one
ideal is the for sure. You will go,I will stay,there is no other alternative way, Bitter bites at the others soul, In
the beginning,there was a goal. Though neither wanted things this way, There is just wait for tomorrow,as we watch today. jsblazer/nov/2005 a
rekindling of you the lamentations that are heard, of a heart so deeply torn, so chilled was it that first time, when
a hurtful thought be born, to be emptied of the needed heat, that once begat the passion, this cold that began within, such
a shrinking and contraction, further on should there be, any unscathed sinew yet undone, searching now for a future
heart, bringing a return to life for one, be there always in a world so vast, another touch to rekindle the embers, to
bring to flame fueled by passions fire, from cold but unsettled cinders, in the clutches of each other, burning hearts
again be found, all lifes needs discovered, never fail to resurrect the sounds, all lifes needs discovered, all
that be reborn in love, for heavens mercy is sweet, such intricate feelings need not be toyed, none other heart be
beat. jsblazer/nov/2005 souls in flight the restless hours pass on by, we need not speak and both know why, the
souls we have,that trek the stars, these souls in flight,the two of ours. the many dreams we've shared between, the
endless happiness,both have seen, none other path of these souls of ours, these two souls,both with scars, we touch
in grace,that which none other devoure, we touch soft places,soft as a roses flower, we have touched each heart,with
will and fancy, these souls in flight,these souls know endless dancing. forever together in each arm of the other, both
emersed in care,yet neither is smothered, these souls in flight,will forever be, these souls belong to you,and to me. sail
on,in the nectar of love. jsblazer/dec/2005 sights to see prints in white powder,many make track, funny wearing
shorts,was not that far back. a new stocking cap,tightly pulled down, covering ears,that listen for sound, a sparrow
catches,a rest on a post, everything else,as white as a ghost, giggles from hillsides,children do sleigh, so many
joys,from all kinds of play, lovers do cuddle,lovers do carress, warmth of another,what most like the best, breath
of a runner,expelled in a fog, steam rises from drains,as smoke from the logs, fireplaces on overtime,but without any
pay, all say ooh that feels good,on these cold winter days. jsblazer/dec/2005 the new start do our souls continue
to embrace, all the lord attempts to place, that which was ours throughout each life, the spirit we had dwelling
deep inside. is there some kind of magical word, that to each soul is bestowed, siginifying our faith in truth, when
our body flesh has turned cold, where does this place of promise, Gods named heaven reside, is this heaven here we
all share, this sphere we all ride, does our God hide his heaven, when can we all take a tour, to see if it is
all that has been promised, so we can amend to heaven and be sure, often times I wonder, yet I never feel doubt, why
God allows such pains during life, will he hurt,once the body is snuffed out. in faith we are told salvation will come, put
no God before me, as Gods children,we are one, I want to walk this new place and see, I want to see and truely know, that
this soul belongs in heaven, as a child of God I will go. jsblazer/dec/2005
making love a touch,a
shudder, a kiss,a moan, an I love you inside a groan, a movement,another, a kiss,a shiver, one more time, you
both share a quiver, a roll,a thrust, each other you trust, a yes is best, to pass any of the lovers test, you
need just this one, forget all the rest, the joy,a boy, not just a toy, you feel,he kneels, your both touch
of things, you both share the others golden rings, each day anew, for me and for you,
through eternity and
time, with no regret, we do not forget, a touch,a shudder, a kiss,a moan, and all those I love yous, inside
each groan. jsblazerŠsept/2005 the winds of time,they have brought me here, over prairie grasses grown long, with
melodies of younger days, I live hearing their youthful song, these winds of time,they have carried me, through mountain
pass,and over hill, always they sing songs to my heart, I can listen,and hear them still, the winds of time are painted
bright, on each breeze flows a masterpiece, across oceans wide,atop mountain high, such beauty is seen in these, each
mornings light comes to me welcomed, the winds of time,they continue to march on, I still can hear whispered words from
my sweetheart, it has been a long time now,since she has been gone, the winds of time,they have chased me, they caught
up to me late last fall, my brittle bones weep,my thinned hair turned grey, on the winds of time I hear deaths whispered
call. jmsbd 1/24/2007 a wishfull soul Release me from this obscurity, that has tumbled all around. Find me
the strength to once again, stand upon this hallowed ground. I plead let me hear the whispers again, of the winds
that talk of life. The sights I see within your thoughts, the beauty without the strife. The dripping of colored
mists, that fill the certain skies, while these stale undecided pains, ponder passing us by. Bring to ear,not
the babes gentle cry, Laying discontented within cradled arm. I beg show instead,the gleem of brightened eye, In
a loving,with out pain or harm. A warm embrace,the softened voice, a firmness to carry out. Each of the needs of
all his will, praise his success and have no doubt, We are here,to become as one, as always,we were meant to be. In
the homes through out his vast kingdom realm, we become the soul of an eternal family. jsblazerŠ/sept2005 songs
of my angels She has gave to me,my everything, From the sweetest of hearts,has come this ring, The true purpose in
my heart,is to continue on, Hearing the soft gentle words,of an angels song. The harmony of tune,in every note, The
orchestrated expression to our love,that she does devote. Away now on her winged dove, she flutters with grace,carried
along. All the while her whispers come to me, in her continuous and melodious song. I have been blessed by none less, than
a true angel in heavenly flight. The fulfillment so deep,none other has her glow, when she enters into my sight. We
have become as one,in this world, this love has been our lifes goal. From yesterdays meeting together, up to the
time of the end,tomorrow, when alas our bells do toll. jsblazerŠsept/2005 a never ending river the
rivers flow thru the valleys, so far have they drifted along, the coming together of so many tears, each tear a note
ripples,the lost lovers song, oh so deep does the cut go, much does the heart endure, the slashes and pain openly
show, we search to find a cure, in the depths,of this our past, the times of our loving so enjoyed, all troubles
dealt with at last, all our hardships are deployed, seemingly now are gone all extreemes, no good is done with irrationality, no
peace obtained with unheard screams, the heart is always the casualty, as the winds whistle thru the timbers, with
such knowledge the ages speak, unheard whispers nibble at the ears, answers to the heartache is what we seek, raising
eyes towards skies, let us live through troubled years, while down below in the valley low, flows the river of tears, a
plead of forgiveness then emanates, from the windows to the soul, the prayers that need be unanswered, a true love
is the goal, is it alas the reality of truth, has time moved to take the final toll, there is yet still,the unexplainable
world, with love still the final goal, only few know that as the pen will explain, lying there deep inside, that
it is through thoughts left crying, unable are they to hide, trying so desperately to love again, memories are the
solitude of loneliness, the loneliness of the up coming years, please do not let this heart only guess, we yet travel
the world searching, loosing pehaps the love of years, still down low,in the valley below, forever flows the river
of tears. jsblazerŠ/Oct/7/2005 morning awakening the peachy pink feathers,afloat on the breeze, to
the roses blossoms,drip a mornings kiss, to the eye,there is caught a flutter by, these touches of beginings,none dare
miss, no more than a tease,are the sleeping trees, when being up for a flight in their limbs, what do they say to
the booming lightenings clap, the shudder,could it be calling to awaken them, the wave of the sea,as green could be, looking
down a valley of dawns peaceful grace, from the bridge of a ridge,beholding the beauty in eye, that being her elegantly
lovely face, ah the peachy pink,feathery clouds, of the breaking dawn, breaking open her fantasies colors,at the
loss of words, but the memory now has a planted seed, in those hearts of the many morning lovers. jsblazerŠoct/2005 the
wanted cage "Harken",I listen, to what do I hear, there be a weeping heart, that of sorrow I fear, so full
of the burdens, along loves twisted path, to carry the weight, oh but to feel loves wrath, the search has been
long, one that all wish to dare, knowing not what will be found, I wonder does anyone care, the trek is but one, that
need be traveled, to unlock loves curse, loves bandage unraveled, set free in the hopes, of being captured it
is true, is the right tomb there awaiting, one that can hold you, be there the cage, that you wish to never escape, that
of the heart, you search and you wait, many will pass, yet which hold the key, will that be ever found, to
the heart of thee, "Harken",I listen, to what do I hear, it be my own weeping heart, now broken I fear. jsblazerŠOct2005 hope dancing
dangling,a light on a string, moving thru clouds, it bounces and swings, loneliness creeping,it lurks,it claws, on
towards the light, that has no flaws, being tired of being in such a place so dim, awaken once more, to the light,with
him, together they dance, silkened shadows of hope, sweetened,softened romance, a little touch of each side, with
our hands we do roam, we each have there deep inside,
the light of the day, the darkness of night, neither
can live on, without the other near by,
as blue cannot be, without a sky, a silver lining to a cloud we see,
shows
in each soul in sight, as now darkness dances, within the circles of light. Love has blossomed anew. jsblazer/oct/2005 sights
we feel wandering walks with bright steady steps, the sights seen are those of joy, a kiss between lovers,a hand
holding hand, what each girl wants from her boy, a bouquet of flowers,a smile that showers, for each there will be
romance, eyes captured in trance,candle lit dinners the evenings spent in the arms of dance, the intimate moments,when
touch touches touch, for each one a shiver it brings, thru the night for the lovers,under the covers, in dawns breaking
the morning bird sings, where ever we are taken,may we always awaken, to loves sweet senses and know, that forever
we will share our hearts intimate times, from these times our sweet love shall glow. jsblazeerŠ2005oct I never seen I
had never seen a living dream, until you came into view, I had never felt such softened skin, then I touched a hand
to you, I had never heard the trumpet of love, until you voiced to me, you are my hearts music box, now joy plays
inside endlessly, I had never looked at a morning star, until I saw you smile, now here you are forever more, next
to me all the while, I had always wished for such a love as yours, now here before me you do stand, giving your all
to this heart, with such a soft and loving hand. jsblazerŠ2005 Never before my passing Never my love,will I hurt
your heart, Never will I make you cry, Never my love,will we be apart, Not until the day I die, Never my love,will
time come between us, Where we part and go our separate ways, Never my love,could this come to be, Not until times
passing,lays me into my grave, Many yet,will be the years, Before the time of our demise, Few I hope,will be the
tears, During the days of both our lives, So please do for me,the same as I do for you, Together we will do all we
can. Have strength and believe in love as I do, Hold me gently in heart and hand,
jsblazerŠ2005 when hell
hits home the end is coming, the end is near, the end of all, is all but here, this be the last, that may
be for awhile, but dont you fret, just continue to smile, though time seems short, and time be said, the time
for me, be time for bed, 'tis my time to rest, to put down my pen, until my next time, as of now I know not
when, I thank you for the times, spent in this place, to remember these times, puts smiles on my face, I will
check in for awhile, to read and to say, such wonder,such beauty, in such words that do play, tomorrow will come, today
it will go, for all I wish joy, and to all be it known, I thank you for now, I thank you for then, a new world
I set out in, a new world I begin. jsblazer/oct/2005 dream angel Oh my angel in heaven,with such deep blue eyes, none
other in heaven I have seen,can match the blue of the skies, this vision of beauty,that now rests her head, here on
my chest,laying near in my bed, touching and smiles,go hand in hand, loving and heartbeats,that forever stand, together
this angel,with her I go on, loving and touching,through night into dawn, I am feeling her always,she is there deep
within, what ever will happen,should our love ever end, will that be the end,of the stars in the night, of moonlight
walks,of dripping fire flies, of jasmine in blossom,of the scent on the breeze, of memories of times,so many of these, I
want to never awaken,to lifes turmoil and blurr, why would a heart want to end,with an angel like her, her loving and
heartbeats,being so gentle so sweet, until the next time my sweet angel,until the next time we meet. jsblazerŠ2005 an
angels tribute For all them angels that keep us men in our places. This piece was written quite a few years ago, brought
out from my pages that I've got so many of stashed away in notebooks. Within an angels dream, we see the light, She
shines with a halo, a face that glows so bright, A body that can make, the evil devil sing, Oh!such joy to all, does
this angel bring, Such beauty as hers, could make any man swell, She can make men beg, or raise bloody hell, She
can make a dream seem, alive,and real as the day, To touch this angel, makes men sway, To and fro, his manhood
would grow, Oh you sweet angels, what you do to men so, You could never imagine, the exciting feelings you bring, Torward
to the surface, you make grown men sing, You make men dream, so wishful so wanting, Oh!what more could be said, always
so haunting,
You bring out the loving, in both heart and head, send men to waring, so many end dead, To
see you there glowing, in the sweet morning lights, Nakid and giving, my oh my what a sight, Sharing your love, with
all in your soul, Shining in the sun, such a love,such a glow, Theres always bright angels, watching over us all, Angels
watch over and catch us, whenever we slip and fall. jsblazerŠoct2005/originaldraft1997 memories in silhouettes The
velvet moon hanging on the edge of the horizon, Silhouettes of lovers as you pass in the night, The dreams once shared
by you as a couple, Memories of each you keep holding tight, Streams that trickle past your hearts, Where there once
was a river that flowed, These wishes of a youthful past, Where in your eyes once a candle glowed, The fading moon
still silhouettes the times, Where once the songbird did sing, Where since then did that melody fly, Away upon tainted
wing, The silver cast of the velvet moon, Rippling on the waters so clear, Remembrances of what happens to the soul, When
the others that you once held so dear, Loose their hope and fall prey to life, Only so much can the heart bare its passions, Being
driven forth alone now your heart, From where does love now find satisfaction, There is a velvet moon and stars up above, You
see silhouettes of lovers that hold each other into the dawn, The wishful memories of days now past, Of a heart and
soul that is lost, Your true lover gone. jsblazerŠ2005 rhythm Can you feel the rhythmn of your heart, when
devotion is as full as a moon, does it not beat as the time clock ticks, after a jewelers fine tooled tune. Like
that of a lover, as true as the solstice happens in June. always in sync,year by year does not the world turn, As
does the well tuned motor, that powers the automobile, does not then your heart begin to purrrrrr. The dreams of
moon-walks, and that of apollo flights, dreams that have become true and sure. Have you found the rhythm, of your
heart within, the soul mate that is truely your sweetheart lover. Does not this soul mate, make you glow,while you
walk hand in hand, in fields of blue grass clover. Listen to the rhythm, hear the rhyme, this heart that beats,
always will the rhythm say, The sun it rises up from the east, You are my life,my love, my everything of joy, through
tomorrow as you are today. jsblazer/oct/2005 a lifetime in a day Not yet far enough risen, At the beginning of
the life, The sun arises to shows its light, To bring the babe to the worldly strife, As it reaches the apex of the
day, The babe has grown in many ways, Learned is the way,that of man, Lifes evils and its corruption, And also
its soft and tender hand, The babe now a grown man, In the foraging of the truth, Or become reclused within himself, A
person still of youth, As the sun draws down towards the horizon, The hairs grow thinned and grey, The knowledge
gained within the man, He must share from day to day, For who but God knows when the bell will toll, For the elder
now that before us stands, Asking forgiveness of his God, On knees and with folded hands, Dipping now below the waters
edge, The sun be but a colored sky, But no longer will this man be able to see, His life has passed before thine
eyes, The darkness has now settled hard, Below the skies off towards the west, Yet the man can pass into heavens
light, For he has now passed lifes meaningful test. jsblazerŠoct2005 heart of ice The blizzards start, the
cold it bites, Where are you spending, your long winter nights, I am lost,out in the white, that of a wind swept
snow, Trudging through the heightened drifts, my mind weary,moving slow, Numbed deeply from the cold, the bitter
chill of the winds, Why I question from my soul, has your heart turned away again, Please,tell me,where do I go now, that
the nights have gone cold, Do you want me to return, should I be one so bold, To be as I am, to let my pride be
ripped away, By winters bitter chill, on these freezing winter days, My heart now is frozen, ice runs in my veins, I
will never again allow you, to induce upon me,so much pain, I will never be coming back again, to let you in my heart
again,my dear, That of your touch so soft, has left this heart hardened I fear. jsblazer/oct/2005 the miracles It
comes,it goes,it is here right now,playing catch me if you can, A whispered word whistles past,saying I wonder if you heard
the plan. It is precious,it is perfect,it is a miracle each day, Never will any other miracles surpass such a miracle
that happens just this way. The conception of life can never be out done,but by God only who made a virgin bare, Mary
gave birth to the saviour of all,the love of God she and Joseph did share. With faith in self we walk the paths each has
taken though few ever choose, To win the game here in life,few with courage ever mean to loose. I have never been lost
while with my faith of God,nor under wing of his devoted angels graces. I often wonder though after I pass on,who will
come to fill all my life lines places. jsblazerŠ2005 the heart On my way to the place that welcomes me with open
arms There will always be a freshness that will be enlightened with heart warming charms. The open door that was left
behind,so many long times ago, I see it inside,it is my heart,I feel it in my soul and I know. There was a tugging in
my misery that day,when I looked back to see, That open doorway,where you were standing,there,just watching me. It hurt
so to know you cried that day,when you had let me go, Yet you knew there was no swaying my intent,of the world I needed
to know. I could see in your eyes this was soon all, yes the end, So now here I stand,after all this time away,at your
doorway again, I am relieved at the answer,I am elated by the praise, For what you said to me, Oh!once again there
will be happy days. La'mour jsblazerŠ/oct2005 what price to pay I walk the streets,In seach of cans, My shoes
are worn,I am with dirty hands, On my back is all I own, A sleeping bag,A few pairs of socks, These I stole from
a goodwill box, The coat I wear,Is tattered and torn, It doubles as a pillow,When not being worn, My bed in which
I sleep a night, Is my card board box,Its quite a sight, Behind a Wal-mart or a Safeway store, I dine from the dumpster,And
forage for more, My trips to the office,Are when I go to a back door, Of a restaurant,I ask politely to work some more, In
hopes I can get amply fed, Most people shy away from my smell, Some call me names, Other say I look like hell, This
is the best that I can do, For what is offered to me, But of all I know, I know at least I am free. jsblazerŠoct\2005 Riding
the Imagination Let me slip into your imagination, Allow me a moment of fantasy, Come along on a rainbow ride, Jump
upon a moon beam bright,come along and see. There will be no uncolored moments, The flowers will be all blue and bright, Welcome
to the fantasy land, Where happiness is the star that shines in sight. There will forever be an unknown world, To
those hearts that continue to hold back in a scare, The heart will never grow to know a love, If fantasy is not around
to make a dare. The mind also will not ever know, What it is to dream beyond reality,and it seems, The mind that
reaches for the edge of the unknown, Will be a saviour of tomorrows schemes. So come into the fantasy lights, Find
an impossible dream that puts ease to your mind, Come and slip onto a moonbeams ride, Or on a rainbow a kind heart you
might find. jsblazer/oct2005 A Taste of Autumn Ah!Crisp is a morning in Autumn, The chill bites at the nose. We
feel that winter is around the corner, When the snows will chill the toes, Children bundle up in raincoats and gollashes, Remember
those rubber boots, That fit over the top of the tennis shoes, Stomping puddles,the waters shoots. Leaves deep from
the mighty Oak, and Maple and Cherry trees, The limbs becoming barren,Left nakid, Until the break of Spring returns
these. I look forward to the long nights of fireplace warmth, The sounds of crackling woods. Snuggled with the heart
of my sweetheart, Makes our seasons,our lives together so good. Everything done since the gardens fun, All has been
canned and and bottled and shelved. Everything except the sparks of love we share, Here betwixt ourselves. Autumn
here has made me say prayer for all, For all I am forgiving. I thank the Lord with my entire soul, I thank him for
my living. jsblazerŠoct2005 Wonder Of Trust You come across that someone, You have been searching hard to find.
It is a new love full of passion That can some times make you blind. I have in heart been swept away, And wondered
right from the start. Before we go any further, Should I trust you with my heart. In all this time we have spent
together, I have come to trust in you, So many things you gave to me, Before I even asked you to. In Life
it seems reality and romance, Are so very far apart, Yet what I need to know is, Can you be trusted with my heart.
Shall I shed my cares upon you, Can you burden the heavy load. Can I count on you to walk me, Down that long
and winding road. If you promise me these simple things, I can surely guarantee, Through the good times or the bad
times, You can always count on me. When two loving hearts surrender, and they are sworn to understand. It brings
about a perfect union, Between a woman and a man. Please,do not misunderstand me, I do not want to go too far. Without
finding out the answer, Can you be trusted with my heart. Revised Edit jmsbd/2005 my dreams so many times,have
we made love, upon the sands,the heavens above.
where we have walked,hand in hand, we have shared our dreams,upon
the sands,
so many hopes,we did talk about, as we would do,our walk abouts, these dreams we shared,we made all
come true, you would lean on me,I would lean on you, during low times when,the heart was down, the others heart,would
bring it around, elation would be set within, and then both hearts would love again. oh these dreams,this worlds
reality, we have made,for you and me, comes to call,each and every storm, like the night of beauty,our babe of love
was born, we spent that time,in a world of hope, now in the open world,our babe does cope, he has grown strong in
this world, with this his girl,
he has become a beautiful man, with his own babes,doing all he can, yes together
we still walk,along this beach of life, I will always be your husband,you will forever be my wife, together we have
always stayed,as the waves have always crashed on the rocks, we still walk together our beach,we still have our talks, my
hair has thinned,and yours has turned blue, yet you are more beautiful,each time I see you, we have long time passed,yet
we do not miss, any chance to share,a sweetened moonlight kiss, jsblazerŠoct/2005/original/1993 one mans outlook I
have seen moments of terror, Taking a look at my life, I have seen a world full of torture, When I see the worlds
strife. I have seen faces of complete horror, As they see mans war machines, I have seen all of mankind, His killing
of heavens dreams. I have tasted the nectar of roses, I have tasted the same of you, I have seen such sweet romance, In
the heart that be so true. I have watched through times passing, I have been worried,I have been scared, Which universal
power will bring armagedeon, I feel that power being pushed and dared. I have seen extreme cruelty, As I watch the
world,its passing by, Such grief,and such disappointment, Continues filling mine eye. I have seen the waste of our
world,our home, It was once Gods paradise, I have watched as many men die, Not only once but even twice. I have
prayed often through the nights, I have begged for mercy clear, I want to die by my Gods hand, Not in a fit of world
rage or fear. I have seen a mother, Her child eyes full of love, I have seen the mothers child, Cradled in caring
arms like a glove. The arms of our deity has forgotten us it does seem, Has mankind been lost, Or is this the true
plan,the scheme, Will our souls be the cost. I hope to not see anymore destruction, Nor would I miss anymore rage, Though
here I continue to live in my world, In a golden gilded cage. In living I have seen all these things, In my soul
there grows heavey remorse, The world of our God will continue to spiral down, In heart I pray mankind changes course. jsblazerŠoct2005 loves
temperature Ah to feel your heart my love, Beating ever so gently there within, There is none other that brings my
fires alive, Dancing high together once again. You must be hottest of all the flames, The brightest white are you, When
you are near my loving dear, My flame within turns white,from a pale blue. When we touch it is as if, There has been
water sprinkled upon heated stone, The sounds of sizzling,the steam would rise, With you close I will never be cold
nor alone. The hottest sun of any universe, Could not feel warmer upon my skin, Nor could the heart within myself,be
as touched dear, Since the moment our love did begin. Your curls of red are as the flame, Flickering and waving in
the moonlight fair, Once again we embrace for that heat, To ward off the chill of the late Autumn night air. The
electricity that we both emanate, When we come together in heart felt delight, Would shoot bright sparks throughout
the heavens skies, Just as the shooting stars do, that we wish upon at night. Our light and love travel together, Towards
horizons into mornings dawn, Though brighter yet is the glistening of our eternal souls, They will be never parted,we
will never be gone. jsblazerŠoct/2005
changes How does the soul get sated, when the insatiable has been introduced, May
time come when no other influence, upon me can be induced. What has changed so deep within my self, where a creature
of evil once dwelled and spawned, Such vile hideous outrageous sickness, these all have been exorcised out of my being,thankfully
they are gone. In the place where once resided indifference, there now lives the pleaures of a morning dew. A type
of serenity and happiness, these all I will share with you. I wished one evening a wish of prayer, that could only
be answered by one, The truest love for infinity, the supreme being of all with angels did come. A brand new confidence
overwhelmed me in an instant, my heart grew warm inside, Now elation brought to me an ease long sought, in my heart,and
in my in mind. jsblazsdŠoct2005 you True heaven is written within your heart, there lies such joy to bring to
each it touches, happiness rejoicing inside endlessly, there in bunches and bunches, you have such a way of finding, those
that would fall behind, with you and your guidance to follow, they are soon to be set back in line, following your
graces, your impression that is made, they listen to your song of life, that of such heavenly serenade, you have
such treasures to offer, such pleasures to show and share, all the while you travel with a smile, on your journey
through space and air, you bring such elation, to make us all walk on clouds up high, none but you have given new
purpose, to stand and give a try, because of you my heart has been reopened, I have been given another chance at
love, you have pushed me once again to care, in faith that has been sent from above. jsblazerŠ2005/oct little
babies baby She came to me with tears in her eyes, No smile was on her tender face, I craddled her in my arms, This
sadness I would replace, I told her that I loved her, I said whatever came to mind, I searched deep within my heart, But
her smile I could not find, The purpose of her sadness, Was the person that she could not replace, And still the
tears continued streaming, From her eyes and down her face, Her heart had been broken, This the first time of that
I was sure, How could any be so cruel, To a heart so innocent and pure, As my baby lay huddled in my arms, A sudden
jolting thought entered into my head, My Lord oh God,who would be around to hold my baby, After I have passed on and
am dead, Just this single idea I had, As I made up my mind in finality, First thing in the morning, I would get
my baby girl a brand new Barbie. jsblazerŠoct/2005 each time for me Dear but could I just one more time,touch a hand
to your cheek, So pleased would I be to feel the warmth,of your soft body lovely and so meek, Our loving embrace has
forever been the piece of life I do adore, You fit so prefectly within my arms,there is a piece of my heart you will own
forevermore. Our bodies fit so exactly,when in the throes of our passions inflamed, To us the world would just melt
away,as together we would whisper ecstacies named. Yours be the most sweetest kiss,upon mine lips the taste of your nectars
remain thick, Whenever called by your angelic voice,to you I would always answer quick. To see your after just a few
moments away,my heart would leap and bound anew, I could never be again elated to these heights of romance,by any other
than you. With our bodies naked and entwined,in our place that was made for us, We would sate our needs of body and
mind,curing to an entirety both our passions lust. Falling back after each release,lost in the moment and all a shiver, Fulfilled
for a moment these emotional needs,we lay our bodies quiver. To see the eyes that twinkled with glee,just a hint proving
what you had to have was me giving you the best of my heart,, As we one more time,lay making love in the dark. jsblazer/oct/2005 daydreaming Dreams
are so like apples,ripe and hanging on a tree, Or maybe like elusive clouds that keep blowing right past me. The apples
picked are sweet hearts of love,which are taken far away, The apples left on the ground are of lost dreams,those of yesterday, Or
are they the dreams that never found a heart to hold them near, One that could nurture the dream into reality,loving oh
so dear. My dreams have surely gotten old,or so to me it seems, What does it take to stop the hurt,and renew these dreams. jsblazer fallen I
have fallen so far, Tis no way other to show, The blackness has engulfed my lost heart, Tis none left,a place to
go, Tis the end and I see no new start, Until alone again will I be, Time wont be long now, But this must be better
than living lonely, Although you are there, It seems to me, Theres a shield between us, That we just cant see, After
many roads have been traveled, Leaning on each others arm, Knowing when there,Each of us assured, Nothing could do
the other harm. But now is different, Now we must part, For between you and I, Has fallen a blackened heart. jsblazer/oct/2005 poetry A
release I have is one that feels good,this release is one that should,make a new day,make a reborn dawn,a new world relight,one
when hopes fade and are gone. The world is never again to be, A lonelier place to search or see, The lights that
glimmer now in the eyes, Will also be the ones seen as it dies, The beat of a heart,or sigh without care, Be anything
left,not here,not there, Forever will now be a long empty lane, Yet one to traverse,one without shame, May yours
be a world from now until dawn, A less lonely heart,that will never be gone, Tis my time as I write these words to your
mind, Make not a lonely heart,but make one heart beat in time, For now from the depths of a heart shining blue, Make
a new heart,make that heart anew. jsblazer/nov/2005 a thought of memory I come to you all,heavy in soul, No love
could there be,that not take toll,
For the loss of heart,is never the goal, Where once roared a passion,has turned
lonely and cold. I wonder now,and will wander through the world, With question,but one,was there truely fault there
girl.
None I have found,nor can I see, Yet this question plagues on me. In time it will pass,just a memory back
there, Some memories bring tears,of how we once shared. Until the time does pass through,when this life ends reality, I
will welcome that end,its finality. jsblazer/nov/2005 windsong The song of the winds,it whispers though trees, Truth
in the words,that are sung to me. Whispers that tell me of pleasures and pains, Some sting my face,like a wind blown
rain. Though deep in the nights,they whisper my dreams, Sweet,loving,kind messages,the many I have seen. Fore telling
of a life,when once I reach destinys stars, Now renewed,now reborn,I carry no scars. So many wishes are there,in the
message whispered to me, Wishes to strive for,the winds song through the trees. I love to hear whispers,do you hear
them too, What I hear are the whispers,of life pure and true. jsblazer lovers Capturing a moonbeam,holding it
close,within your palm, Trembling as a fresh born lover,no way to remain steady or calm, The heart beats become faster,the
blood races through the veins, No worry or wonder of the future,just this moment,this instant does one play. The touch,the
sigh,time does fly,oh how another brings such blissfull pleasures. The smile,all the while,in each others eye,oh how each
others hearts holds the others wishful treasures. Till the end of time,as dawns again restart,that which has grown old, At
times rebirth,fires again ignite,warming hearts that seem to have turned cold. Awakening within the soul the purpose each
has been given angelic wing, To take flight in life and love another,listenin to one another as they sing. jsblazer/nov/2005 day
and night As we walk in silence,our thoughts be as one, Those different paths we took,mine lit by the moon,yours lit
by the sun. I live in a darkness but with a moonlights glow, To show my soul the path,which way my heart goes. You
travel in the warmth of a sunshines ray, No looking for steps in bright sunshines day. Mine pathways edges are darkened
and unsure, Inching my way along,in hopes to endure. You have no worries,wide open you ride, On sunshine and soft
breezes your heart it does glide. So smooth are the steps along your bright pathway, So easily found in your light of
day. Mine be hard to do in the almost dark, Mine steps are short,and often I park, Often does a cloud pass before
my moonlighted way, Will you please release me to once again,see the light of a sunshines ray. jsblazer/nov/2005 poem The
shadows fall, the dreams come to call, upon a heart so dear, The music plays, of happy days, where in the eyes
one could see love clear, Those times are past, we stand alone at last, gazing at a world of wonder, I look forward
in life, leave behind the strife, Knowing there will be love after, Deep within,is a heart, that begins to beat
rapidly, as time passes true, Because now my dear, where I stand is clear, No longer will this soul be so blue, I
will not regret, nor forget, the times we both said what was in heart, Yet now I must move on, to a new dawn, From
here I make a fresh start. jsblazer no todays no tomorrows There must be a place within each soul that feels the
guidance which is intended to be followed, The eyes that I see looking at me,show only pain in lives that have been hollowed, A
crying child somewhere in the night,begs for love,with words not yet known how to say. So many others like this child,so
many others lost,forgotten this way. Where has the spirit of humanity turned,has Gods hand been laid to rest, As I look
around,I can only frown,mankind is not passng this test. The clashing of cultures,prejudice alive,when will man grow and
mature, Religious wars on too many shores,will a saviour sent now allow man to endure. I see a world of the faithless
coming to power,with cruel,inhumane hearts, It seems to me the finish is at hand,we are being led to an end while we look
for a start. Those who rebel do not live to tell what may be a solution before our demise, The thought of a child,be
only took to be mild,there is a devil among us in disguise. jsblazer/nov/2005 yesterday A feathered bed,a softened
kiss, what visions enter the mind, the touch of heart,or heightened bliss, of a lovers world so kind,
a remembered
time,where there were no other thoughts, but of you,and of what to do. the many things that brought me smiles, the
many smiles,brought by you,
there were the memories of a lonlier time, before my gaze was cast your way, the
times of wild crazy emotions, ah the thoughts of those younger days,
now its fading towards the horizon, soon
to be like a sunset screen gone past now, this unique sight to be seen,
no longer will this be, a looking
forward time, for without the heart beside to share, mine eyes are as those of the blind. jsblazer/nov/2005 the
circle they fall as the breeze rips them from their place of birth, where upon they lite on great mother earth, their
duty having been done, through the spring and summer sun, like a love that has lasted till the embers die. where
ever you journey, there will always be a treasure to behold, though one not of silver,nor be it made of gold, it
be the aura that shines from the eyes, yet never will it be an everlasting hope, for somewhere is a lie in disguise. jsblazer/nov/2005 foliage
of an affair The rounded hips, the soft subtle lips, the kiss that touches between two hearts, the heated passions, the
cool of each breath in nights, the last movement of lovings actions. Some of these were meant to please, the other
but yet indulged is self satisfaction, there will be between you and me, a type of heavenly attraction. The interlocking
world of boy and girl, when deep in passions needs, will sprout into the hearts of both our bodies, that of heavenly
seeds. jsblazerŠ11/16/2005 waiting I wake anew,after finding true,that an ending now be near. A sour treat,from
one so sweet,as yet all is not so clear. Holding on to this love song,will not keep a smile,living in a lie. This refreshed
tune,will be ending soon,another forever will die. There is none to know,nor none to show,the finality and mistrust. So
hard does one try,to believe and cry,unbelieving is the disgust. The nerves are severed,all ceased endeavores,no longer
will there be caring abreast. Through all the trials,there are to endure,neither have passed the final test. Only one
ideal is the for sure. You will go,I will stay,there is no other alternative way, Bitter bites at the others soul, In
the beginning,there was a goal. Though neither wanted things this way, There is just wait for tomorrow,as we watch today. jsblazer/nov/2005 a
rekindling of you the lamentations that are heard, of a heart so deeply torn, so chilled was it that first time, when
a hurtful thought be born, to be emptied of the needed heat, that once begat the passion, this cold that began within, such
a shrinking and contraction, further on should there be, any unscathed sinew yet undone, searching now for a future
heart, bringing a return to life for one, be there always in a world so vast, another touch to rekindle the embers, to
bring to flame fueled by passions fire, from cold but unsettled cinders, in the clutches of each other, burning hearts
again be found, all lifes needs discovered, never fail to resurrect the sounds, all lifes needs discovered, all
that be reborn in love, for heavens mercy is sweet, such intricate feelings need not be toyed, none other heart be
beat. jsblazer/nov/2005 souls in flight the restless hours pass on by, we need not speak and both know why, the
souls we have,that trek the stars, these souls in flight,the two of ours. the many dreams we've shared between, the
endless happiness,both have seen, none other path of these souls of ours, these two souls,both with scars, we touch
in grace,that which none other devoure, we touch soft places,soft as a roses flower, we have touched each heart,with
will and fancy, these souls in flight,these souls know endless dancing. forever together in each arm of the other, both
emersed in care,yet neither is smothered, these souls in flight,will forever be, these souls belong to you,and to me. sail
on,in the nectar of love. jsblazer/dec/2005 sights to see prints in white powder,many make track, funny wearing
shorts,was not that far back. a new stocking cap,tightly pulled down, covering ears,that listen for sound, a sparrow
catches,a rest on a post, everything else,as white as a ghost, giggles from hillsides,children do sleigh, so many
joys,from all kinds of play, lovers do cuddle,lovers do carress, warmth of another,what most like the best, breath
of a runner,expelled in a fog, steam rises from drains,as smoke from the logs, fireplaces on overtime,but without any
pay, all say ooh that feels good,on these cold winter days. jsblazer/dec/2005 the new start do our souls continue
to embrace, all the lord attempts to place, that which was ours throughout each life, the spirit we had dwelling
deep inside. is there some kind of magical word, that to each soul is bestowed, siginifying our faith in truth, when
our body flesh has turned cold, where does this place of promise, Gods named heaven reside, is this heaven here we
all share, this sphere we all ride, does our God hide his heaven, when can we all take a tour, to see if it is
all that has been promised, so we can amend to heaven and be sure, often times I wonder, yet I never feel doubt, why
God allows such pains during life, will he hurt,once the body is snuffed out. in faith we are told salvation will come, put
no God before me, as Gods children,we are one, I want to walk this new place and see, I want to see and truely know, that
this soul belongs in heaven, as a child of God I will go. jsblazer/dec/2005
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